Comfortable - in the JM sense of the word
Strange isn't it? How things change...Argh!
So it took the incuboard more than 3 years to bore the hell out of me. I've had my breaks from the place, but I've always come back. Now it's just ridiculous. It was pretty cool back in the days, and I met some awesome people through it. I guess I've just met the people I've wanted to meet from there. Now I'm just happy I've got pretty much everything I could ever ask for (of course I need my license...but shh).
I know for a fact that he knows how serious I am about this. It's a nice feeling. I don't think I've ever felt this kind of calmness inside when thinking about a relationship with a person (be that friendship or a romantic relationship). We're still in our own little world, and it's a nice world. We know when not to be together, and we know exactly when to be together. I can't really ask for more. For once I get to do some of the things I wanna do...because he wants to do them aswell. I remember last summer...It was horrible. I had to CONVINCE and BEG the fucker to spend time with me....how ridiculous. He didn't understand or want the same things as me. Schwaby knows me and wants the same things as me. I'm pretty happy. Happy, happy, happy. And he's honest with me. Why have I never had that before? Why have I never had anyone who told me to back off when it was needed, and someone who'd tell me when I looked like shit? Very comfortable. Comfortable. I'm looking forward to a lot of things but still enjoying what's going on here and now. That's probably the best situation you could ever wish to be in.
So it took the incuboard more than 3 years to bore the hell out of me. I've had my breaks from the place, but I've always come back. Now it's just ridiculous. It was pretty cool back in the days, and I met some awesome people through it. I guess I've just met the people I've wanted to meet from there. Now I'm just happy I've got pretty much everything I could ever ask for (of course I need my license...but shh).
I know for a fact that he knows how serious I am about this. It's a nice feeling. I don't think I've ever felt this kind of calmness inside when thinking about a relationship with a person (be that friendship or a romantic relationship). We're still in our own little world, and it's a nice world. We know when not to be together, and we know exactly when to be together. I can't really ask for more. For once I get to do some of the things I wanna do...because he wants to do them aswell. I remember last summer...It was horrible. I had to CONVINCE and BEG the fucker to spend time with me....how ridiculous. He didn't understand or want the same things as me. Schwaby knows me and wants the same things as me. I'm pretty happy. Happy, happy, happy. And he's honest with me. Why have I never had that before? Why have I never had anyone who told me to back off when it was needed, and someone who'd tell me when I looked like shit? Very comfortable. Comfortable. I'm looking forward to a lot of things but still enjoying what's going on here and now. That's probably the best situation you could ever wish to be in.