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Feb 27, 2005 11:36

are they back yet?
nope, they probably won't be back 'till late
yeah
who all went
shelton, texs, will, erica, emily, and they're meeting
justin
maybe they're meeting others too
oh ok
man i hate them all
>.< i know, i feel sooooooooo abandoned
me too
man i should totally be there right now
hanging out with you instead of them
yeah
that would rock
yes it would
your so much better than erica
^-^ thanks, that makes me feel really special
most people seem to like her more
i thought she was a good person....
but i mean you see to know her as well as me
i mean we noticed these same exact things about her
and all
she treats us the same way
so i guess your cooler b/c you know how it is
i wish we had discovered this before we got hurt
i feel so used
me too!
but emily has always been like that
so i think emily has changed her
9:10 PM
the weird thing is it used to be you and erica against
emily
and now it's the other way around
i know
i really hope they're not meeting devon over there...
he actually liked me and erica got really stupid and
jealous
man i should totally come over sometime to hang out
wiht you not erica
lol
you should!
im going to
she would probably go crazy though
i know but who cares
but you're welcome as MY guest anytime
im cooming over to hang out with youo
yeeah
now?
come now?
?
oh, well i was just asking what you meant
oh ok
if i were you i wouldn't come over now b/c texs may
come back
and that would't be friendly
speak of the devil!
i know
she's back!
hahhaa
whoa damn
and so is he
man we need to hang out sometime
totally
damn
me n abi are gonna come over tomorrow
to see you
and as if they haven't had enough buffet pizza,
they're now eating everything else in the house
who's abi?
shes really cool
and awesome youll like her
shes really nice too
ok, cool
9:15 PM
uh huh
will you be home all day
probably ^-^, i'm kinda lame
hahaa yeah me too
but i will stop by then
i dont know what time
but ill call yu prollu
whose over there now?
it's ok, sounds great, yeah just call
allright
umm, i can't see, they're outside and it's dark
oh ok
they have prolly been drinking
cuz i know about them drinking
i just hear texs and erica cause they're the loudest
they were supposed to all have a bunch of achohol
yeah i know
hmm...well i wouldn't doubt it then
but i dont know if they have yet
i can't tell, texs said they didn't
i dont think they have yet
you went out and asked
just dont say anything about me
it suddenly got really quiet, they're doing something
totally naughty on the trampoline
i won't mention you
hahaha
thanks
i only mentioned you once earlier when texs wouldn't
let go of me
damn you have no idea how pissed off i am at him and
totally confused
and all i said was to call you
i wish he would just talk to me
what all did he say about me?
yeah, i feel the same with erica
just what i said earlier
9:20 PM
he just said forget her?
i'm kinda avoiding him because he just starts to hug
me and get all touchy, and it's weird
pretty much
lol
did he say it in a mean way
ofcourse, that's why i told you
damn what a bastarf
he said more but it was just all so stupid and all i
was thinking was "let go of me'
*bastard
man you dont remmebr? i really want to know what he
was saying
i absolutely wish i did
damn ok
god, i really want to know who's back there
yeah just goback there
and just say im just wondering all whose here
but, it would be so obvious
i'd feel so stupid

so you don't think justin really likes her?
no
i dont
but just say erica whose this ive nevr met him
im really wondering who this could be...
ok, hold on
stupid!
k
i knocked on the door and she screamed at me to go
away!
i hate her!
what
bitch she need to getover herself
i was just trying to be polite, so i knocked and then
she screamed
yeah, i know
9:50 PM
i hate her
>.< i wish she wouldn't use me like this
when she can't be with her friends she talks about how
great they are, and how pathetic i am
and when she's with them she turns me into the
pathetic one
shes such a dumbass
yeah
erggggg
ditto
9:55 PM
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oh
well, i still haven't figured out who mystery dude is
hahaah
me either
is his hair long.
?
but i do hope erica chokes on something
me too
no, it isn't long it's just brown, curly, he's tall,
thin and pretty average looking
i hope hey all get achohol poisioning or overdose on
robutussin
is it ryan?
haha, yours is more vicious - i like it
hmm, i wonder if i should yell ryan and see if someone
responds
10:00 PM
but if he's not then i'll look like a complete psycho
hahahahhaa
why is erica so much cooler than me?
shes not
i mean why do people like her more and she has more
friends?
well because
i dont really know
and she's had like 4 boyfriends or affair-thingy's
whil i've had 0
i just wonder
maybe she just talks to them ore
maybe peple just look at you as the quiet person
maybe
shes has like 1 boyfriend and all the guys she lkikes
treat her like sht
yeah, but she's had "relations" with 3 guys and had 1
official beau - harrison
i just don't get what's so different about her
10:05 PM
theres nothing
shes a piece of shit, your not your so much more
careing, i thought she was a good friend...but shes
not, she really only cares for herself
yeah i guess, but the way i look at it is she's the
one having fun parties upstairs every saturday night
while i'm reading or downloading photos
well dont feel bad about yourself
trust me your so much better
thanks, i really appreciate that - today's been
horrible
i knos
this had been the worst week ever
i think im becoming depressed
i cant go 15 minutes without bawling for no reason
10:10 PM
same, i woke up crying
and every time even giulia or my parents are mean to
me i start crying
and it's just so lonely
im so sorry i know how you feel
erica and emily and tex have no idea how much theyve
hurt me and ruined my lives
texs just left!
im so lonly more than ive ever been, ive never felt
more unwanted
yeah, i don't think erica cares about how much she's
ruined mine
they ruined my life

This is a converstaion that Chanlder had with Simone (Ericas older sister) when she was mad at us...
we posterd it on her livejournal along with a few our own words, but she deleted them... I wonder why? maybe because she relized it was all true....who you gonna blame this one on?

Anyways people. thats the end of that. Dont leave dumbshit anonymous comments. I might have to ban you from posting. hahahahahahahaha!

Its all so funny because its true!

Have a nice life...

Love you cuties!
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