Drama Drama Drama

[freddifish]

So last night Rhodes called me just in time. Im soooo glad that i have someone to talk to like him. Hes so awesome and he makes everything so much better.

Anyways I was on the phone with Erica and we were talking about the whole Chandler dealio with Tex and Tex just started crying and then we called Chandler and thats when we all started crying. I

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[yesums55]

emily,
the only reason i told rhodes that was because i was helping him from being hurt. and i was drunk that whole night you know that i never meant to and stuff like that. and i was also helping you. i never said dont go out with emily, i said just wait and see what happens and where her mind takes her because i didnt want you saying you loved shelton again. i just told rhodes to wait and not ask you out too soon after yours and sheltons breakup because i didnt want you to get in that messy situation again. you know i was so happy when you guys got together. and im glad you guys are together. i dont like rhodes, i did in the summer and some of this year. i havent liked him for quite some time and you know i loved tex this whole time. so why would i be sad it wasnt me and you? i dont really care. just listen, i really liked nick a whole lot, and i told myself i was over tex because i wanted to be and i liked nick and wanted to start over with someone new. and i thought i had that, but then i kept realizing i wasnt over him like i thought i was and i didnt want to hurt nick when i loved someone else, not him. i didnt want to stay with him because i felt to bad staying with someone i didnt love. i'm sorry if it made you sad i never wanted to hurt anyone out of this. please understand. and where did you get in your head that me and tex were getting back together? we never discussed that. ever. we never told each other we loved each other when i was with nick. he just said he still liked me. where did you get all that made up shit? and why did erica tell tex that i told will i liked him when me and tex were going out? i never liked will anyways, and when i kinda thought about it because everyone told me going out with him would make him happy or w/e i tried liking him but all of this happened during the weeks me and tex werent together. why did you guys lie? about everything? where did you get all of this? i dont think i want to be you guys friends anymore. please dont take tex away from me. i know your trying to. i would never do that to you and rhodes.

[yesums55]

and please dont say your sorry you dont mean it. and dont say i love you you dont mean it and you dont care about me. youve made it seem like the only people i really love, hate me. thanks. im going to a different school on my choice. and im never seeing you guys again. you hate me anyways. you make me cry every second of the day. anytime anyone asks me whats wrong, i just start bawling. when my mom asks, tess, craig, someone on the computer. i always feel like i want to die, i don't have the most important poeple anymore. you guys were so important to me. i thought you had changed. what happened? you guys probably dont care i cant go 15 minutes without crying, you've taken away so many things from me, for no reason, one stupid thing that should never have ended like this, you guys are just so immature and have to have everything perfect and the way you want it. get over it. get over your stupid little selves. i hope your happy. my life is over and its never going to be the same. the only people i could talk to about everything i dont have, and the person i thought loved me and i loved, turns out never loved me. at least what i think.

[yesums55]

i also wanted to say that why did you ruin all the great stuff you had? why are you mad about the rhodes thing now? you guys are great now? and i didn't even say anything like you thought i did. and us 3 had a great relationship, but you guys ruined someting so great over a stupid little thing, a little mistake that you thougth i made but you have no idea. you didnt even care to listen to what i had to say about it. i loved what we all had. and you guys ruined it over childish immature lying reasons that makes no sense. why did you do that? i wish you guys would just get over yourselves. you guys always have to be right, always are perfect. dont say you didnt stab me in the back ever or did shit to me. i know. dont lie. dont make it seem like you the innocent one who never did shit to me or erica. dont even say it.

[freddifish]

I DID SO MUCH SHIT FOR YOU CHANDLER SOOOO MUCH SHIT AND THE ONE PERSON THAT I WANTED TO BE WITH YOU TRY TO RUIN BECAUSE YOU THINK YOU KOW FUCKING EVERYTHING. IM ALWAYS NEEDING THINGS MY WAY? YEAH SO WHEN ERICA LIKED WILL YOU JUST TALKED TO HIM ON THE PHONE ALL NIGHT BECAUSE YOU CARED ABOUT HER? NO IT WAS BECAUSE YOU WANTED TO HEAR HIM SAY HE LIKED YOU. ALL THIS SHIT THAT YOU DID TO ERICA MAKING HER TALK TO TEX SO MUCH FOR YOU AND SHIT THEN TELLING TEX THAT SHES BUTTING INTO YOUR RELATIONSHIP. WTF

[yesums55]

when did i tell tex shes butting into our relationship? and if i did, tex said "i cant stand the way she does that" so its not just me. i didnt try to ruin you being with rhodes. do you not understand i told him just to wait until you knew if rhodes was what you wanted, because i could tell you still liked shelton. i was trying to help and i know i dont know everything where did you get that? i never talked to will all night on the phone? and if your talking about that one night at ericas it was because i was drunk and i was yelling at him, and he never really said he liked me on the phone that night.
i didnt do shit to erica. she didnt have to talk to tex for me. they already talked because they were friends.
i just wish you wouldnt be mad anymore because i hate it. youve stolen everyone away from me so why cant you just stop being mad.

its YOUR

[freddifish]

why are you making this sound like its all OUR fault chandler? you are being so self centered, i did love you and i did care about you but you never showed any back. do you think that i want this to be happening? im not out to get you chandler, and we arent not fucking immature.

Re: its YOUR

[yesums55]

how did i not show any back? you know i loved you emily i told you all the time! i cared about you so much and i was just looking out for you that whole time so you didnt get in trouble again.
im sorry for sounding self centered i didnt mean it. i was just trying to explain how i felt about it and getting my side out of it. i know some of it is my fault, but i think you just overreacted about the whole thing. why does all of this matter it happened along time ago and things are fine now. i dont see why it even matters.
can we please just forget this? i hate not having you guys anymore. but i want to know something, if you were mad at tex and didnt want me being with tex because you thought he was an asshole, then why do you keep hanging out with him and turning him against me?
but emily, please forgive me for whatever ive done. im so sorry. read the comment in my lj. it feels like i dont have anyone anymore. i mean it feels like ive lost you and erica which i hope isnt true. i love you so much. please just understand what im trying to say.