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well im back from break and in all honesty...i was happier at home, i NEVER thought that i would ever say that. yea i got upset at home but it was only one night, but here at school i am around people who dont want to be around me and it kills me.
they say that they are my friends but they leave me out of things, and bacisally ignore me. not all the time, but i barely see them, and when the hang out dont tell me. I try to start something and say hey lets do something, but they dont want to and just go off and do something else. i just dont know what to do should i change who i am?
i usually dont have a lot going on in my life so i am quiet and im sorry if that bothers people but it is who i am, take it or leave it.
over break i decided that i was going to start bottling everything up inside of me so that i wouldnt say something and make people hate me for it, but i cant do that, when things are bottled up inside of me it kills me, it digs and digs at me until their is nothing left.
so i am taking a poll:
should i keep things bottled up?
should i still talk to friends about waht is bothering me?
i would like as many answers as possible, whether you leave your name or do it as annon. thats up to you i dont care either way i want to see what you all say.
they say that they are my friends but they leave me out of things, and bacisally ignore me. not all the time, but i barely see them, and when the hang out dont tell me. I try to start something and say hey lets do something, but they dont want to and just go off and do something else. i just dont know what to do should i change who i am?
i usually dont have a lot going on in my life so i am quiet and im sorry if that bothers people but it is who i am, take it or leave it.
over break i decided that i was going to start bottling everything up inside of me so that i wouldnt say something and make people hate me for it, but i cant do that, when things are bottled up inside of me it kills me, it digs and digs at me until their is nothing left.
so i am taking a poll:
should i keep things bottled up?
should i still talk to friends about waht is bothering me?
i would like as many answers as possible, whether you leave your name or do it as annon. thats up to you i dont care either way i want to see what you all say.