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its so amazing how something so small can make me so upset!
i dont know what to do anymore...
the one person in the world that i love so much that it hurts doesnt love me back, never did, never will, and it is killing me. was he pretending? did he even care? some memories make me think that he did, but everything else makes me think he didnt. I JUST DONT KNOW!!!!
im so lonely in this world. i can be sitting in a whole classroom full of people and just feel so alone.
i love my friends, and i love my family, and everybody around me but sometimes how they act make me think, and i think too much and it is dangerous because i convince myself people dont want me around and it kills me.
i just want to be happy is that too much to ask for?
i dont know what to do anymore...
the one person in the world that i love so much that it hurts doesnt love me back, never did, never will, and it is killing me. was he pretending? did he even care? some memories make me think that he did, but everything else makes me think he didnt. I JUST DONT KNOW!!!!
im so lonely in this world. i can be sitting in a whole classroom full of people and just feel so alone.
i love my friends, and i love my family, and everybody around me but sometimes how they act make me think, and i think too much and it is dangerous because i convince myself people dont want me around and it kills me.
i just want to be happy is that too much to ask for?