Nov 21, 2004 18:49
Wesley had his soul back. That was a good thing, a very good thing. And I should have been happy that he wasn't running around killing people, but instead I was crying. I wasn't just crying, I was sobbing. My life had been turned upside down while I was gone, and the one person who loved me unconditionally, the one person who made me feel like there were still hope in this world was gone. He died and there was no bringing him back...ever. I shook my head and wiped my face. Crying wasn't going to bring Charles back or fix my life.
I walked into the bathroom and washed my face. I stared at myself in the mirror and shook my head, "Chin up, Burkle. It's...what he would want." I took a shaky breath and went back into the bedroom. I gathered up all the magic supplies, when all of a sudden, I felt a low warm tingling sensation flowing through my body. It caught me by surprise, so I braced myself on the bed while it grew bigger and warmer. It felt...good. The feeling reminded me of when I was with Charles and I blushed when I realized that's exactly what I was feeling. But why...?
The feeling intensified so much that I had to sit down on the bed. My breathing began to speed up, and I couldn't help but let a couple tiny moans out. I swallowed and tried to catch my breath, but I couldn't. Things were beginning to move faster. The feeling and warmth growing bigger and hotter. I gripped the side of the bed, my eyes closed and waited for it...wait for it to happen when I heard a knock on the door. I blinked and managed to squeak out, "Um....yeah..?"