Jun 25, 2007 20:32
so i met this guy from N.O.
his name is arthur ray o.
despite all our problems at first
we've made it through the worst
and have finally come to be
in a forbidden relationship.
haha, so lame and corny, but i dont even care. it took me like 5 minutes so obviously i was just writing without thinking too deeply. this guy really is something special. to go through us much as we have this week and to still end up where we are now is amazing. i like him, but i love God. my focus will stay steadily strong on Him, otherwise this thing with ray will have to be postponed, as much as i like it.
goodness, hes so good to just be around. to hear him serenade me....its wonderful. i love hearing about his life, his band, his family, anything. i know some have put up with me talking about the frustrating situations of this past week, but its like we've moved so far past that that it doesnt even matter anymore.
this could all blow up in my face so quickly....lets just hope and pray that it doesnt.