Jun 15, 2004 21:19
since the seniors are gone, a majority of my friends are gone..and its noticeable. i didnt think that it would be..yet im not really saddened. sam lives with me now, so i see her all the time like normal, and i miss chris..those are about the only people that spent time with me really. we have our special things that we would do or say everyday..its kinda gone now. except for sam which i am greatful for, we have a good friendship. i will miss my wife, 3years man, but im sure i will see her at work.to my sister, the years have taken us apart, which i had hoped would have broughten us together..does anyone remember my freshman year, or sophmore? me and the girls were always together, but i never felt at ease, cause i didnt belong, i understood though...i wonder but i am very doubtful, if since i did goto graduation to see all my friends, will they come to see me? no..i wouldnt expect anyone to. why would you want to..your ife is going on, and i am no longer a part of it..why does it hurt to say these words..should it?..later man