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I'm never going to get what I truely want out of this relationship (or friendship I should say) so the only logical thing to do would be to get out and move on right, but why is that so hard for me to do. I used to think that if I just waited long enough that he would realize that he did want me and that everything would just work out, but I really don't think that is going to happen. I want more than anything for him to just realize that he wants to be with me but i am a strong believer that everything happens for a reason and if it's meant to be than it would be, but if it was truely meant to be then i really think it would have happend by now. I feel like i'm trapped, If I don't remove myself from this situation I'm never going to find what i really want, and might miss out on something really great. Even But i'm so in love with kenny that i don't think i would be able to be with anyone else right now, I just don't know how to get over him, or to think of him as just a friend, The only way i know how to get over someone is to find someone else but I don't want anyone else I just want him. I don't know what to do..........