It's like a fucking epidemic.
I look so hot smashed up against the glass!
I need to write a paper ASAP and I can't get a topic... I need an interesting problematic question. I read a peer review on Monday and the paper was like ABORTION IS BAD AH! But it made me happy because it's going to take me ten seconds to write a better paper than that one, and I don't even need to do that much research, because this girl didn't fucking to any research at all... she was like the morning after pill is a method of abortion. W/e. Not that her paper sucking makes it easier for me to write a good one, but I like to think that way.
My dad is going to drive me nuts. I don't know how my mother married him or dealt with him all these years. AH! Some people just don't understand. I pointed something out today that he did and my mom said ... wow, maybe it wasn't me all these years. I feel so bad for my mom, like she went through the last 20 years of putting up with some of the things he does. Now he isn't the worst guy in the world, don't get me wrong. They do have a good relationship but sometimes there are things he does and says that are totally out of line and after being older and watching how my parents are, I think it has been going on for a long time. Women are difficult creatures, I know, but there are way too many of them who don't stand up for themselves and it bothers me. Why is it so hard to have self esteem? I think a person could succeed at anything if they had self esteem. Holy crap! Maybe I just came up with a topic for my paper! Why is it hard to have self esteem??
I'm so mad because I got green pen on my sheets! I was writing in my journal because that's my new favorite thing to do nowadays and I fell asleep and I didn't close the pen, huge error in judgement. I'm so mad about it too because I don't know if it'll come out and if I wash it as is, then it might run all over the sheets. Damn pens and their ink!