It's been a while
Two more days. Two more days. Two more days of this blissful uncertainty that is summer. Today I finally felt it, real summer that is. Water fight at my house pretending i didnt have to go inside and read a book for school. Now I'm listening to the same music i was during finals trying to get me ready for summer but it's tainted. I finally feel like im ready to let summer take over and its gone. I'm tired of worrying and stressing about everything, I'm ready to let go. Right now, let go. And I can't. Two more days and i still need to finish my project. I haven't had a single day all summer where i just....let go. Didn't worry about anything didn't feel like i had to be somewhere or do something. Is this life? I'm not ready for it. I kept bitching about how they arent letting us be kids anymore because they give us work during the summer...the only break we get ...ever...but i guess they dont have to give it to us anymore. I wish i had known it was going to go away and i would have taken more advantage other summers. This was the shortest summer I've ever had. It feels like everything is out of order. I think back to the last couple days of school and it seems closer than a lot of the things i did this summer. Woah i just zoned out for a sec and everywhere it said summer on the screen just popped out at me....SHUT UP EYES I KNOW