GRRR
So today was...well.... I can't find my keys so i had to go to school with my mom and she always beats me to a bloody pulp when i get in the car with her. Then after much torture i got to school and things were going al'ight untill Lit(3rd period and right before lunch) when Mr. C started trying to force his views down our throats telling us that we (logos people) are the only intelligent people in the world and that everybody else has been brain washed....doesnt the saying usually go, if you think everybody else is crazy chances are your crazy? so wouldnt that mean that everybody else is educated? or soemthign like that at least. well also we're reading a book in lit and i feel like the main character because everybody's always judging me and looking down on me in that blasted school. my sister's also been getting on my nerves recently cause she has a new bf and she thinks that she's all that now or something...i dont know, plus she's also been judging my friends and jumping to conclusions about them and me:( i hate it. so yeah, my days been really crappy.
Last week i went to a nerd fest to get out of school and my sister was talking a bunch of nerdy folk from my school (not u Jillian) and i heard stuff like, is ur sister alright? i think she's got problems, i think she's doing drugs and my sister just played it up and made me look really bad grr....i hate it.
every since i told my mom that i wanted to b a vet last summer she's been forcing me to do stuff to prepare for it like get a job working w/ animals for hours(u have to have a lot of hours of working w/ live animals before you can get into vet school) and now i dont think i want to b a vet anymore and it just feels like my mom's forcing me to be one...i dont get it cause she's always like, i'll never force you to do anything but then when i say i wanna go to college on a basketball scholarship she can only see that it would make me not get into vet school and i would fail miserably...yeah, but i really dont want to be a vet, i dont think i do anyways...i dont know...im only a stupid sophmore...im not supposed to know what im want to do for the rest of my life yet!! ahhhhh i dont even want to think about it
On the plus side, i didnt fail any classes this quarter so that makes me happy:). basketball starts in 2 weeks:D:D yay!! im soo happy about that cause basketball is....oh man i love basketball. i get friday off:):) so party on dude!! and younglife's tonight, although i dont think my mom's gonna let me go:(...so yeah...oh well
Last week i went to a nerd fest to get out of school and my sister was talking a bunch of nerdy folk from my school (not u Jillian) and i heard stuff like, is ur sister alright? i think she's got problems, i think she's doing drugs and my sister just played it up and made me look really bad grr....i hate it.
every since i told my mom that i wanted to b a vet last summer she's been forcing me to do stuff to prepare for it like get a job working w/ animals for hours(u have to have a lot of hours of working w/ live animals before you can get into vet school) and now i dont think i want to b a vet anymore and it just feels like my mom's forcing me to be one...i dont get it cause she's always like, i'll never force you to do anything but then when i say i wanna go to college on a basketball scholarship she can only see that it would make me not get into vet school and i would fail miserably...yeah, but i really dont want to be a vet, i dont think i do anyways...i dont know...im only a stupid sophmore...im not supposed to know what im want to do for the rest of my life yet!! ahhhhh i dont even want to think about it
On the plus side, i didnt fail any classes this quarter so that makes me happy:). basketball starts in 2 weeks:D:D yay!! im soo happy about that cause basketball is....oh man i love basketball. i get friday off:):) so party on dude!! and younglife's tonight, although i dont think my mom's gonna let me go:(...so yeah...oh well