uhm...cant think of a title
hey...i put will and my convo on here....lol...it was so long aol cut off the begining of it...oh well.. anyways, i was just talkin to thomas....he is my best guy friend. (that is if you dont count will for being my boyfirend)
oh yeah, when me and will were at sunsplash...he saw a friend and introduced me to him....the guy asked if i was his girlfriend (we hadnt discussed that...i sorta didnt think we were yet) and he said yeah...and then he smiled at me!!! and then yesterday, we went to his house to hang out on the last day b4 he had to go to his mom's for a week....and while a movie was on...we sorta just held eachother....are faces inches apart....i remember wanting to kiss him sooo bad, but being afraid...so thinking "kiss me already!!" hoping it would somehow get into his mind.lol....and then eventually, he whispered "can i kiss you?" and without even nodding or anything i just went up ( was laying on his lap) and kissed him.lol....it was my first closed-mouth kiss with both of us being sober (im so ashamed of the other "kisses" i pretend they didnt happen starting......now)he is so sweet....he kissed me again later...then right before i left to go home with bailie.....he is so sweet too...he is so cute with his little brothers and sisters...hes just....amazing. i dont know if its love though....i doubt it....probably not, i just think it is right now......GOD!!!! im SOO lucky!!! hes so cute and perfect! he makes me sooo happy!! and he's coming down today...but i dont get to see him until tomorow...hes coming late tonight...to spend the night at thomas's...the we're going to go see "day after tomorrow" together. im soo....happy....its the best i've felt in a long time.....im the luckiest girl in the world.
-aimee-
oh yeah, when me and will were at sunsplash...he saw a friend and introduced me to him....the guy asked if i was his girlfriend (we hadnt discussed that...i sorta didnt think we were yet) and he said yeah...and then he smiled at me!!! and then yesterday, we went to his house to hang out on the last day b4 he had to go to his mom's for a week....and while a movie was on...we sorta just held eachother....are faces inches apart....i remember wanting to kiss him sooo bad, but being afraid...so thinking "kiss me already!!" hoping it would somehow get into his mind.lol....and then eventually, he whispered "can i kiss you?" and without even nodding or anything i just went up ( was laying on his lap) and kissed him.lol....it was my first closed-mouth kiss with both of us being sober (im so ashamed of the other "kisses" i pretend they didnt happen starting......now)he is so sweet....he kissed me again later...then right before i left to go home with bailie.....he is so sweet too...he is so cute with his little brothers and sisters...hes just....amazing. i dont know if its love though....i doubt it....probably not, i just think it is right now......GOD!!!! im SOO lucky!!! hes so cute and perfect! he makes me sooo happy!! and he's coming down today...but i dont get to see him until tomorow...hes coming late tonight...to spend the night at thomas's...the we're going to go see "day after tomorrow" together. im soo....happy....its the best i've felt in a long time.....im the luckiest girl in the world.
-aimee-