Aug 11, 2005 19:48
Day 4
I had to ride my bike to school this morning. It really turned out riding it to Jason. I called him when I was outside his house. I went inside and into his room. We just layed there and then well yeah I'm sure you know what happens after that.
I got to where everyone was smoking their morning cigs. I had to brag it was GREAT!
Got into math and it wasn't too bad. I'm really going to try and pay atention this year.
Drivers Ed is so funny. Ms. Hoke is so funny. I have it with Sabby and Romon.
Lunch was ok I guess. Christine (freshmen) wouldn't stop bitching about this guy who called her a "skanky ass whore" Yeah I know it's not a nice thing to say. But she wants everyone to beat him up now. NO ONE CARES!!!! She has to learn how to deal with it.
Chelsea is now in my English class so it's not so bad anymore.
Went to Chelsea's after school with Jason. We hung out there untill about 7 when Lauryn came and got us. She took us to the gas station and then dropped me off at home.
My mom and Calvin brought Amado's home. We were all sitting at the table. Nicole asked if we had to go to dad's this weekend. I was "yeah, why?" She was like "I don't want to go." She sounded all snotty about it. My mom said "He's going to be missing alot of his weekends since he's has to travle for work." Nicole was all "phh... I don't care." It was so rude.
I mean my dad used to hit me all the time and I can get along with him. He never touched her. Not once. She was all I've been through too much to want to be with around him anymore. I told her that I would really llike it if she wouldn't talk bad about him when I was there or just not do it at all. I didn't think it was that big of a deal to ask. But I guess not. She started yelling at me telling me that I was all wong in what I was trying to say about defending my dad.
My mo just came in and we talked about what had happened downstairs. I told her that I didn't think that it was right of Nicole to say that and other things. Then we got into the whole Chritstine shit. She got it then.
So I'm here now and just chillen. I feel a lot better but not all better untill I get Christine to understand that she can't and wont get everything that she wants. If I some how manage to get that through to her I think she'll be tolorable.
I love you Jason you've been there for me through so much of this. Thank you so much baby. I love you!!!
Jessie