Aug 02, 2005 22:18
Damn it fuckin shit!!!!! I fuckin hate not being able to go out with everyone. I always have to be home at fuckin 10! What the hell is that? Maybe it's just that I AM too young to be out with all of them.
It's hard to place the blame on anyone but my mom and step-dad. If I could have picked when I was born it would have been a few years ago. I would have a job. I wouldn't be living here anymore and I would have a place with Jason.
THIS FUCKIN SUCKS!!!! I hate being 15. I hate it! I know that when I'm 16 it's not going to be any different. When I'm 17 still the same. When I'm 18 I am out of this place. I can hardly take it now.
Whatever it's not like anyone will really reads this besides Jason. I love you baby. I swear if it wasn't for you I'd still be the same way I used to be.
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