Separation from myself
How do you separate your emotions from work as to emotions outside of work? I mean like when I'm working it's just I can't help but let anger bleed out of me or seep into my voice. I don't know why I let people get to me sometimes. I guess it's the fact that they don't let me get my point a across before cutting me off. I get fired up real easy and real quick then they want to get angry and loud for no reason because they feel I'm not assisting them. When I want to do is help them and get them off my phone. Then I carry the stress home with me. But I don't let it out. At least not on loved ones. But of course they can see it in me. It's not like I van always do a great job of hiding it.
And you knowing miss writing on here and reading what friends and loved ones have to say. I feel like I have been out of touch with the world. I'm not saying I have been whipped or anything but I feel like I have been lost in her. And I do love her dearly. More so than I have ever loved before. Matter of fact I'm determined to marry her. I know I will actually. She's more than just an amazing girlfriend though.
Anyway this is much to much, I'm going to just end it here and attempt to focus back on work. Well try to very hard anyway. Lol. I got one hour left to kill. Love you kids.
RH.
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