where no one can feel the pain that breaks my heart every day...
wow i dont feel swell at ALL.. i got home and just felt like throwin up.. so i washed dishes took a shower then slept from about 5-8. i feel so nauseated. and like mi chest is startin it gay hurtin thing.. it really hurts so bad so i had to sleep in a lil ball. it got my nerves the blankets wernt rite. gah i just feel so bleh..
today was kai and darrens one year!!!! :) it makes me smile shes spendin the nite tonite. im so glad she is i kinda feel lonelyish and idk i just need somebody and im soooooo glad it will b kai
:) its kinda dark but u can see it i think
i wish mi hair was always straight...
jickie facceee!!!!!!!!!
4 more days kai!!! omg i cant wait!!!