today sux!!!!!!!!!
Today really sux for me. I went out looking for a job this morning, but getting out of my parents house didn't help my mood any. Hopefully next week i'll get an interview for nurses aide classes and i can get a job so i can move out.
I feel as though everyone is mad or frustrated at me for trying to help out the one person i said i'd have nuthin to do with ever again. Tammy. She said she really needs a friend and all so i wanna be a good person for once and try to help someone out. Everyone seems to think i'm getting myself into truble like over the summer and that i'm hanging out with her again. She's offered to help me out, but i dunno what to do. I guess i just need to think things out. Plus the shit with my sis and her stupid hubby trying to get me into trouble is going on yet.
Aside from that i'm very happy with my bf darius being here finally! He treats me like a lady and is everything i've always wanted. I love him and trust him with my whole heart. I don't have the bullshit with him like i did in the past with guys. He is my everything. I truly am in love with him.
I feel as though everyone is mad or frustrated at me for trying to help out the one person i said i'd have nuthin to do with ever again. Tammy. She said she really needs a friend and all so i wanna be a good person for once and try to help someone out. Everyone seems to think i'm getting myself into truble like over the summer and that i'm hanging out with her again. She's offered to help me out, but i dunno what to do. I guess i just need to think things out. Plus the shit with my sis and her stupid hubby trying to get me into trouble is going on yet.
Aside from that i'm very happy with my bf darius being here finally! He treats me like a lady and is everything i've always wanted. I love him and trust him with my whole heart. I don't have the bullshit with him like i did in the past with guys. He is my everything. I truly am in love with him.