why me?

[freakygurl_1]

Why am i so unhappy right now? I was having a good day yesterday till my dad made me mad. Then my bf made me feel even worse when i talked to him b4 i went to bed. I was frustrated cuz my nephew was fighting his sleep, and i said to him that i didn't wanna have kids (that i was serious about it). Then he wasn't talking to me and then i told him to hold on and he started talking to my dad, so i called him an ass as a joke. Then he started ?ing me later on about why i wanted kids and to marry him and all that, like he was mad at me, so i of course thought he was. Then i started feeling bad cuz it was like i couldn't come up with good enough reasons, and for everyone i gave he had another question. It drove me crazy, not to mention the fact that he almost made me cry. Me being tired, frustrated, and damn near crying is not a good combination. Its a sure way to piss me off, cuz i get twice as mad when i cry. I understand he wanted to know my reasons why i want to do all this with him. I don't talk a whole lot, and i never exactly told him my reasons why i want to do this, i just wish he would have went about asking me differently. I know part of my problem was the frustration, and the emotional mood i was in due to excessive tiredness.
I just wish i was in a better mood and not feeling so blah today. I'm supposed to be happy, cause today is mine and his 2 month anniversary, but i'm not. I dunno what is going on with me anymore.