Apr 11, 2006 15:44
What a day! We got to have my niece and nephew over the weekend (friday- today, when Kris (their dad) came to get them, shit started again. I kinda understand where he wanted to keep the piece by not coming in to get them and all, but why didn't he just say that when he called to say that he was coming to get them. I don't understand that. Oh well! Ya know throughout this whole thing, the one i'm the most mad at is my sister Heather. I am beyond pissed at her!!!! I want to kick her ass so bad and make her fucking pay for what she's been doing (cuz she's just as guilty as Kris), and what she's letting go on. What pisses me off more is that she spanks my niece for stupid fucking shit, and lets Kris do it too! i just wanna beat the hell out of the both of them and make them suffer a lot of fucking pain for what they have done! I'm done bitching now i think.
Anyway despite all that, i am still looking for a fucking job, and i can finally drive my mom's fucking caprice with no trouble at all! YAY ME!!!!!
Darius and i are at 7 weeks now and i am still a little unsure about marrying him when he comes up here, but i know i definately want to carry his child. I want that so bad! I know i want to marry him, i'm just not sure when yet. I want to when he comes up here, yet i wanna wait til we can have a real wedding and not confuse everyone. i know sometime down the road the truth about the whole marriage would come out. I don't want to make everyone mad, or what kris and heather did when they got married.