July to December 2005
A lot has happened in the last eight monthes of my life. I met a guy who i thought i loved (July 10-11), fought with my family, and moved out. This was just in July. Then in August i lost my virginity to him, and it was good beings i had nothin to compare it to. Then things began to change. He began to treat me bad and i put up with it for god knows why. Then in September my life went to hell after he broke up with me. I didn't care about anything. I cut myself and all i wanted to do was die. Then my sister and my aunt made me realize i needed help. I went to counseling and got into two long distance relationships in November. The one lasted a week and the other ended in December. By December my life was finally going on the right track. I was looking for a job and didn't want a relationship, just friends. Then i met a guy on lifestylers named "Kenu". His name is really Darius and we became friends. Little did i know that when i got my cellphone finally turned back on in February, that we'd become more. January nuthin really happened. I started talking to a guy from my first long distance relationship agin. I don't know why, even though it was only every now and then.
In February, i got my phone cut back on, on the 19th and started talking to Darius again. I had his pic he sent me on my yahoo mail. I thought about him every now and then and i wanted to talk to him so bad when my phone was cut off. We really hit it off great and 2 days later we were going out and we've been together 6 weeks now, and are still going strong. I think i finally found my happily ever after!
In February, i got my phone cut back on, on the 19th and started talking to Darius again. I had his pic he sent me on my yahoo mail. I thought about him every now and then and i wanted to talk to him so bad when my phone was cut off. We really hit it off great and 2 days later we were going out and we've been together 6 weeks now, and are still going strong. I think i finally found my happily ever after!