what a day!!!
today has been sucky but despite that i'm still in a decent mood. i don't see how i can be but lately my moods have been weird. it seems like times when i should be mad i'm not and the stuff i shouldn't be mad over i am. it's almost like im another person or something. i told my counselor about it and another time i amazed myself by doing that and she didn't understand it either.
i hope i get the job i had an interview for. i can't stand being at my parents house anymore. i'm tired of all the fighting and yelling. it seems like its been directed at me a lot (mostly from my dad). he started in while i was talking to my bf. now my mom is pissed at me. i know this is not a good environment for me to be in but i can't do any different. i need to be in a more positive environment for my counseling to work.
i do hope me and darius get our jobs we had interviews for so we can be together. i know we can make all the things we want to happen work. i truly love him more than he knows and he cares about me so much. i don't think i've ever had someone care for me as much as he does.
i hope i get the job i had an interview for. i can't stand being at my parents house anymore. i'm tired of all the fighting and yelling. it seems like its been directed at me a lot (mostly from my dad). he started in while i was talking to my bf. now my mom is pissed at me. i know this is not a good environment for me to be in but i can't do any different. i need to be in a more positive environment for my counseling to work.
i do hope me and darius get our jobs we had interviews for so we can be together. i know we can make all the things we want to happen work. i truly love him more than he knows and he cares about me so much. i don't think i've ever had someone care for me as much as he does.