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So much has happened in the last couple of days. I mean Last weekend I was in VT with some of the best people on earth. Then this week I actually have things to do.
~So last weekend was absolutely terrific. I went skiiing with Dad and Carolyn. It was a lot of fun even if the snow was a little thick. And by the way almost killing yourself is quite an interesting feat. I mean it was a blue, blues don't normally give me any trouble. I normally handle them fine. But I guess I wasn't in all that much control with my skis. But I am alive and I guess I can't complain about that. So It worked out well. After skiing I went to UVM to spend some time with the girls. So Carolyn, Jess, Laura, and Amy all came to have a girls night. We had a snowball fight and then had a great time wwatching a movie and eating cakes of different colors. No really they were different colors. We had chocolate cake with pink frosting, cheesecake with cherries, and peanutbutter cake with chocolate. Much fun was had. It was complete bliss. After the girls night, I went to see Colin. I originally went to see if he had a book I lent to him, which he forgot at home. Which is ok, I'll get it from him when I next see him. Who knows when that is going to be. But instead of getting my book, I ended up talking to him for two hours. It was like when we just used to hang out before we started dating. It was really nice, he was actually sweet if you can believe that. I mean I really didn't want it to be awkward and it wasn't which was nice. And when I saw him I got a BIG hug. I love hugs, it should be like mandatory to give people hugs. It makes things seem to work. Or at least it does for me. So, we talked and I think I saw what I used to see, which is why I think I
like(d) hime so much. He's a good guy. But as I have to say I don't think he was ready for the whole commitment long distance thing. Who knows when/if I go back to UVM things might work out again. We might end up getting back together. I don't know...
~Tonight, I'm going to see Steve's concert. I don't know what to make of my thoughts of him. I know he's dating someone and even given her a promise ring. Which, personally I think it's stupid. He's only 20 and she's well 17. I think it's a little early to say that you will spend the rest of your life together. It also doesn't help that I am kind of sort of bias. I mean when you like someone and you have a soft spot for them what are you supposed to do? Say, " I think you're making a really big mistake and think we should date me instead?" I don't think so. I'll let him make his own mistakes. She's going to colllege next spring. Who knows they might split like most couples do when they go to college. I mean I remember my senior year english teacher saying, that if you make it though the first year of college together then you can make it though anything together. I think it's pretty true, only thing is well... they're going to the same college so they really won't be apart from each other. But who knows maybe she is the right one for him.
~Tonight is also the 25th aniversary for Rehobeth Contra dancing. I can't wait. I'm so excited. It's an extra long contra that's going to last until 11330 unlike the usual 1100. So even though I'm going to be late I will be able to enjoy myself. I also can't wait to hear Rumblestrip again. I'm pretty sure that they are an awesome band.
~I talked to CB last night. He called at like 11 PM which surprised me. Normally no one calls me that late a night. Nevermind that I don't have many people calling me to begin with. But we talked for a while, and by a while I mean for like two hours. What up with talking for like 2 hours per boy. I think it must be like some sort or time limit that I talk to boys with. Who knows. So he made me confused. I mean, we talked about a whole bunch of things and well, he said to me " well if we didn't have our pact to stay friends and not date..." where he trailed off. I don't know what that's supposed to mean. Does that mean that he still likes me and that if we broke the pact that we'd date? Does it mean he wants to break up with Kelly and start dating me? I don't know. Boys are too confusing. I think I'll stay single and not get all complicated by guys. (Ha, like that's going to happen) Even if I"m not involved with a guy I am still confused. LOL I crack myself up.