I'm In a Dilemma
Ok so I plan on going out to lunch/dinner with a friend of mine, and I don't know his current relationship status. I wish I did because it would one help me with how flirty I can be without over stepping my bounds of friendship. But it would also help me figure out what to wear. I know that it really isn't a big deal and that I could pretty much wear anything and be perfectly fine. But at the same time I don't want to be to provacative if he's a taken man/boy/guy/ whatever. I also don't want to be too conservative because as everyone knows that isn't always my style. Normally I have a healthy mix of what I wear. God I sound so self centered. I really don't mean to but the thing is I heard that he's given a promise ring to someone and I really don't want to be a relationship wrecker. I mean I know if I come into the picture and his feelings change for this girl well then maybe it wasn't ment to be but at the same time I really don't want to have to feel guilty. Yes, I know I'm kind of moving on kind of quickly. I don't mean to this is only a friend, but at the same time I'm now single and want it to be known. By him... well yeah, we've been friends since I don't know... ever and well I've always had a soft spot for him, which he doesn't know about. I am confused and I want to do this right. I don't want to scare him away and I definitely don't want things to be awkward. That would suck. Maybe things will just work out. I'll find a great outfit to wear, and I won't flirt to badly. Like that's going to happen I flirt like I breathe. Not always a good thing. You sometimes lead people on.
Spwaking of leading people on... I have a feeling that this guy I know through dancing his name is Aaron thinks that I like him a lot. I think he's an ok guy, a pretty good dnacer and well a pretty good conversationalist. We normally speak about interesting things. But the problem is I was dating Colin at the time and I was flirting ( as usual) and I think he took me seriously. I am pretty sure he noticed the fact that I am now single. He started talking to me the other day and now well I was surprised to hear from him but I don't know for some reason it just seemed weird timing. Like he saw that I was single and that was a good reason to strike up a conversation. I am kind of rambling on right now. It's kind of late and I am going to be going to bed soon, which by the way is a great idea.
I am going on vacation this weekend. I'm going to New Hampshire. I can't wait. I'll get to get out of my house. Something that I haven't really done since I went up to visit Colin. I need to get out of my house for more then just school, work and dancing on friday nights. Anyone up for going out? lol. I'm serious though.
Spwaking of leading people on... I have a feeling that this guy I know through dancing his name is Aaron thinks that I like him a lot. I think he's an ok guy, a pretty good dnacer and well a pretty good conversationalist. We normally speak about interesting things. But the problem is I was dating Colin at the time and I was flirting ( as usual) and I think he took me seriously. I am pretty sure he noticed the fact that I am now single. He started talking to me the other day and now well I was surprised to hear from him but I don't know for some reason it just seemed weird timing. Like he saw that I was single and that was a good reason to strike up a conversation. I am kind of rambling on right now. It's kind of late and I am going to be going to bed soon, which by the way is a great idea.
I am going on vacation this weekend. I'm going to New Hampshire. I can't wait. I'll get to get out of my house. Something that I haven't really done since I went up to visit Colin. I need to get out of my house for more then just school, work and dancing on friday nights. Anyone up for going out? lol. I'm serious though.