May 25, 2003 21:24
OK hey everyone what's going on? Totally am very tired. I actually did my laundry for once. LOL Just a ramdom thing. Sorry. I am looking for an icon that i can have for this nd it doesn't like me and i can't find anything that i want. Oh well. I just felt like typing cuz I'm a nut. OK so anyway my mom thinks that Dan is psyco. Which happens to be very funny now that I think about it. She is all worried and there is really nothing t be worried about but I guess its a mom thing. So anyway me and my mom are ot getting along very well anymore. It seems that we go on these really good sprees and then something triggers it and we are at each others throats with daggers in our hands ready at a seconds notice to slash each other to pieces. I wish they wouldn't piss me off so much or push me like I have no say. They seem to be doing a lot of that lately. And it is really annoying. She doesn't get it I want to be alone. I want to deal with my own problems and just let everything go like it was when we circled each other at a safe distance where we didn't yell and scream and piss each other off. but that doesn't seem to work anymore so I have given up. They also think that my mood is horrible and that i need to be more happy. Did they ever think that htem being annoying was the root of my moods? no probably not. But who gets blamed for being a bitch ??? Me of course. I hate this house I want to leave so much. I got out of the house a lot this weekend which was nice and all but I don't get to go out at all during the week unless I go to the field and I haven't been doing that a lot which I know ishould but you know baseball is only fun if you are winning and saints does that every once in a while but it dos get boring so I don't go for a while. PLus I go there and no one I know is there so I get bored just watching the game. Duh. so anyway it sux. So more of amanda's laim life ugggg.