Apr 28, 2006 12:15
I guess it's become noticeable (maybe) that I no longer post. I really don't see the reason because no one takes the time to keep in touch with me. I have tried and tried and tried again to call friends, IM them, or something, but they're ALWAYS too busy to return the effort.
Well, ya know what?
I am now too busy to really care anymore. I don't see any reason I should keep wasting my energy/precious time worrying about people who obviously do not care about me.
Humans are self-centered creatures before all else...typically. Most people are trying to figure out what's in it for them in everything they do. I guess that's where I get so frustrated. I see myself taking the time to do some many things for people (and I admit it, I don't have the time to do some of the things, but I always think of things to do for people), and it has gotten me no where.
I am tired of doing things for people and reaching out to people and being unappreciated.