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Ok I am at a real dilema. I like Heather... a lot. So much to the point where I can't stop thinking about her. I'm getting butterflies in my stomach when I even think of her. At first I was afriad to ask ANYONE out. But now... if she was single I'd ask her in a heartbeat. I like her so much, and I'm so happy when I'm around her. But to do anything that would endanger her relationship would go agianst my own code. And you know me. I can never go agianst my own word. I don't know what to do, I want to be with her SOOOOOO badly, but I'd never ask her to ditch her boyfriend for me. Cause I think that's messed up. So I don't know what to do. Oh well this entry is private... but I'm not exactly sure it's staying that way. Knowing me. But I don't know what to do. So I'll just have to go with how things are now.