Research Paper #146
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I'm better than Fakir, better, better, please don't forget about me. I can write to, I can--I'll write--please, please, Father, I'll write, I can do it. Don't forget me.
I'm not better, Fakir is, Fakir's the better of us, I'll be forgotten--
Nonono don't--
It was just a dream. Just a dream.
Nothing more than a dream. I'll be okay.
Why Fakir? I had the eyes, too, but also--
Fakir...
I-I'm not worthless compared to him. I matter. Don't--
Calm down, it was a dream, just a damn dream. I can't let this stop me. I have to...I have to...
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[Private to Rosette]
R-Rosette, I...
Yesterday was a curse. I know what I did was...horrible, and...I...
Rosette, please, don't forget hate me, even though I know I deserve it. It...it was a curse. I'd never...ever, ever...do something like that normally. Ever. He's not better than me-- Please, I...I'm so sorry. I...I know you probably...don't...want to see me again...a-and maybe that's for the best--don't forget me don't forget me I can--s-so I...
Just please understand I'd...never do that normally. It...it was a curse...I'm sorry.
I'm horrible, I can't write and I'm a horrible person, Fakir is better than me, I'll die alone--
((OOC: Strikes are difficult to hack. So, yesterday Autor was affected (although I couldn't find a good moment for him to post)--his worst curse was Morality Reversal. He ended up trying to take advantage of Rosette, who was in a weakened state because of her own curse--but luckily Doumeki came and stopped him (with a good sucker punch in the face, too!). Annnnd then Sandalphon decided to dig into his brain for information, so Autor had a bunch of nightmares pertaining to Fakir and the writing powers [and essentially being rejected and forgotten because he DIDN'T have them]. No sleep + bad nightmares + horrible curse = noooooot a very happy Autor right now.))