I still can't write.
If...if I can't even write for her...then...
....It's hopeless.
Unless Fakir can help me, but...I'm not sure if he would.
Maybe he would. Maybe he can write a story to send me back. Or something. I...I have to get back to her. I have to make sure she's OK.
Why does my head hurt so much...?
((OOC: So...for those of you that don't really know what's going on right now...when Autor got back a large amount of negative emotions all at once, the strain had a bad affect on him and addled his mind a little. He started to believe that Ahiru was actually his mother (although his perceptions would change back and forth, depending on the day). However, now that he's starting to get used to having the emotions again, the effect has faded away--but, he still believes what he saw was true, and his mother was here in the City. Since he can't find her now, he believes she disappeared like a lot of the other characters on hiatus. He tried to write a story to get to where she was...but, he's still struggling with that perpetual case of writer's block.
Annnd I think that pretty much sums it up.))