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I'm at the Hot Springs right now, if anyone needs me for anything...
...Doumeki woke me up very, very early this morning. Very early. I don't think I've gotten up that early since I came here. I sometimes had to for classes, but...Who wakes up that early WILLINGLY?! I hardly got ANY sleep!!
And then he's made me help Watanuki all day. Slave driver. Cooking, cleaning...the chores never end. This is the first time I've been able to get on the computer all day...
What's the point of making me do all this?! I don't...I don't want to be up. I just want to stay in bed all day...everything hurts. Damn boils.
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I'm...so ashamed of myself. Attacking someone so viciously...and that girl...ugh...
I'm not even sure if I can remember everyone I need to apologize to, but I want to try...
How could I ever make up for what I did...?
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[To Ahiru]
I'm so, so, so sorry for yesterday. You tried to stop me and...I wouldn't listen...
And I shouldn't have shaken you, either...you're not hurt, right? You're OK?
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[To Fakir and Rue]
I'm...I'm so sorry for everything I did yesterday...
I understand your feelings about Drosselmeyer...and I share them, but...please. Please, think of something else...I couldn't handle the guilt if we did...I'm sorry, I'm selfish and a coward, but please!
Drosselmeyer...how...how is he?
Fakir...I'm so sorry about the fight yesterday. You were absolutely right. I shouldn't've touched Ahiru...I...I won't bother her again, I promise. If I do, you have every right to hit me...I...
How's your lip?
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[To Fakir]
...Do you think I have anything that would be of worth for the sacrifice? ...The rest of you have given up enough...
I...I have a little bit of powers...and memories...my piano playing? Maybe make the stiffening of my hands perminant? My eyesight? There must be something I can give. I...
I promised Rue once I'd give my life for her...I....I can....
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[To Mayura Thank God I can remember her name again]
I am so sorry for my conduct yesterday...I took advantage of you. It was reprehensible. Please...forgive me.
...And thank your friend for stopping me.
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[To those that tried to stop me]
I'm so, so sorry for my actions yesterday. You were right, I hate myself for it. Please believe me when I say I feel horrible for my behavior. Thank you all for trying to talk some sense into me...I'm so sorry I didn't listen.
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[To Momo]
...I don't think I should continue my sword lessons. I'm ashamed of myself...how dare I use what she taught me to...
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((OOC:Everything is fairly hackable, except for the strike about Mayura's name and Autor's message to Fakir.))
...Doumeki woke me up very, very early this morning. Very early. I don't think I've gotten up that early since I came here. I sometimes had to for classes, but...Who wakes up that early WILLINGLY?! I hardly got ANY sleep!!
And then he's made me help Watanuki all day. Slave driver. Cooking, cleaning...the chores never end. This is the first time I've been able to get on the computer all day...
What's the point of making me do all this?! I don't...I don't want to be up. I just want to stay in bed all day...everything hurts. Damn boils.
[private]
I'm...so ashamed of myself. Attacking someone so viciously...and that girl...ugh...
I'm not even sure if I can remember everyone I need to apologize to, but I want to try...
How could I ever make up for what I did...?
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[To Ahiru]
I'm so, so, so sorry for yesterday. You tried to stop me and...I wouldn't listen...
And I shouldn't have shaken you, either...you're not hurt, right? You're OK?
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[To Fakir and Rue]
I'm...I'm so sorry for everything I did yesterday...
I understand your feelings about Drosselmeyer...and I share them, but...please. Please, think of something else...I couldn't handle the guilt if we did...I'm sorry, I'm selfish and a coward, but please!
Drosselmeyer...how...how is he?
Fakir...I'm so sorry about the fight yesterday. You were absolutely right. I shouldn't've touched Ahiru...I...I won't bother her again, I promise. If I do, you have every right to hit me...I...
How's your lip?
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[To Fakir]
...Do you think I have anything that would be of worth for the sacrifice? ...The rest of you have given up enough...
I...I have a little bit of powers...and memories...my piano playing? Maybe make the stiffening of my hands perminant? My eyesight? There must be something I can give. I...
I promised Rue once I'd give my life for her...I....I can....
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[To Mayura Thank God I can remember her name again]
I am so sorry for my conduct yesterday...I took advantage of you. It was reprehensible. Please...forgive me.
...And thank your friend for stopping me.
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[To those that tried to stop me]
I'm so, so sorry for my actions yesterday. You were right, I hate myself for it. Please believe me when I say I feel horrible for my behavior. Thank you all for trying to talk some sense into me...I'm so sorry I didn't listen.
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[To Momo]
...I don't think I should continue my sword lessons. I'm ashamed of myself...how dare I use what she taught me to...
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((OOC:Everything is fairly hackable, except for the strike about Mayura's name and Autor's message to Fakir.))