Apr 05, 2006 15:35
yeah so things havent got much better there actually worse. i cant trust any1 nemore these dasy except my friend brit and lee.every1 these dasys seem to ahve a problem wiht me even tho i didnt do anythnig to them. idk mayb this is my time to jsut ditch allmy friends and move on and get new ones.i cant deal with allthis bullshit everyday. so yeah mayb im growing up finally. i gottta face my fears and get over them i cant keep living inthis makeshift world.so yeah today sucked i stayed home from skool again casue i didnt feel good.i gotta work at 6. i miss lee alot still butim moving on.i thihk im finally starting to getthepoint we will never b together again.w/e life a bitch and we jsut have to deal with what we've got and be lucky we have something. all i realaly want tho is for some1 to ahve i can call me own and have that person b there for me.