When I'm with you I feel liek i could die
omg omg im tweaking so hard rite now n i think im gonna die.. i think this is actually gonna be the last straw... im tingling allll over my body n it wont stop. i my eyes are twitchin like crazy.. i can SEE it when i look in the mirror.. its 13 days that ive been doin it everyday.. thats the longest ive ever gone n i think its finally catchin up to me now.. all i can think of is lorraine n how she died n im scared n im alone at dans house.. he's gonna be home in an hour but i dont knoe if i'll be able to wait that long.. i really think im gonna die.. i cant even feel my heart beat. n i really need to hear someone's voice but my phone is dead n i hve no charger.. so im just talk to kyle n subz online.. n kyle is helping a lot
kronikz42013: hey im sorry bout utopia.
kronikz42013: :-(
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: aww me too
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: i sorrie i didnt get back to you but i didnt have the money n stuffs
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: n i had to werk til 5
kronikz42013: yeah...i figured as much...i dont have any money either.
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: are you goin to the muni fridae?
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: or when is the next partie your goin to?
kronikz42013: n we couldent find a car 2 take other than jons. and it has no raido n we had a good chance of breakin down on the way.
kronikz42013: umm
kronikz42013: im goin 2 RI tomorrow
kronikz42013: for plastic.
kronikz42013: n then im goin 2 Time machine
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: omg im tweakin so fukkin hard. this needs to stop i've been doin it since LAST fridae... not even the one that just past
kronikz42013: omg
kronikz42013: i been doin mad coke.
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: i knoe im like tingling allll over
kronikz42013: n im all like fuckin strung out
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: me too dood
kronikz42013: thats fuckin nuts
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: i have been for the past 13 days
kronikz42013: eep.
kronikz42013: past 3 here.
kronikz42013: n i can deal on coke.
kronikz42013: but glass i jus keep staying up.
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: yeah
kronikz42013: i ahvent done glass n a while.
kronikz42013: came close. lol
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: felix is tryina ween me offa it by givin me a bump a nite then a downer to make me sleep but its not really werkin i dont think
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: he gave me GHB a couple nites ago n i slept like a baby for the first time in like 4 days
kronikz42013: omg.
kronikz42013: damb baby.
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: but last nite he only gave me nyquil n i only started to fall asleep when my alram was goin off to get up
pLaStiCgLoBeeD:
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: u dont knoe what to do i need to stop
kronikz42013: just stop. and deal with it...it goes away after a few days....its reeeallly ruff tho, but takin drugs 2 get off drugs never werks.
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: n now im just tingling WIKKID bad n my eyes are twitching
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: i knoe
kronikz42013: damb.
kronikz42013: u smokin it or sniffin it?
kronikz42013: i wanna tweek really fucking hard.
kronikz42013: lol
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: n like i do manual labor opening n pricing shit for liek 8 hours a day and the withdrawals are horrible..n whenever i eat i just get sick
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: ive been doin both
kronikz42013: wow
kronikz42013: thats ruff.
kronikz42013: i've done that.
kronikz42013: aww...i wish i could save you.
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: yeah dood it sucks
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: its okie it'll stop.. it will
kronikz42013: i hope sooo
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: i just hate tingling cause its like my whole body has pins n needles specially my face and hands
kronikz42013: no one should have 2 deal with that. esp youuuu
kronikz42013: yeah.
kronikz42013: eww.
kronikz42013: my face use 2 tingle wikkid bad
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: n todae felix gave me a HUGE line... n he said he was only givin me a bump lol
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: bb
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: brb**
kronikz42013: kk
kronikz42013: me too.
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: omg i think im gonna die
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: no.. seriously
kronikz42013: aahhh
kronikz42013: dont tell me thaaaat
kronikz42013: dude. dont be serious?
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: i sorrie but it just keeps gettin more n more intense n i just went into the bathroom to look in the mirror and i can SEE my eyes twitchin liek crazy
kronikz42013: when did u do it?
kronikz42013: who are you with
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: at like 5:30
kronikz42013: dam
kronikz42013: it will go away.
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: n i started tinglin when i got to my house n it kept comin in waves but now its just constant
kronikz42013: are you alone?
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: brb
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: omg im gonna scream
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: yes i am n thats uber scary
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: i need someone to come home
kronikz42013: its okay.
kronikz42013: do they know u been doin it?
kronikz42013: its jus all catchin up 2 ya from doin it for so long. It will be alrite
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: this girl i knew died because she was goin out with a tweak dealer n she had a heart murmer n a fuct up heart but kept on doin it n one morning her dad found her in her bed in fetal position n thats all i can think about rite now
kronikz42013: OOMg
kronikz42013: dont think about that baby
kronikz42013: dud ei ahve been there. your gonna be ok
kronikz42013: thats not gonna happen to you.
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: i knoe im tryin not to n i need to call someone just to talk on the phone but my phone is dead n i dont have the charger
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: i cant do this shit anymore.. maybe this is just a wake up call
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: i hope so
kronikz42013: your gonan be alright.
kronikz42013: i wish i could coem steal you.
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: n dan is comin home in an hour n i dont want hom to see me like this but i also need someone here wikkid bad
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: me too1
kronikz42013: does he know?
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: he knoes kind of.. he knoes that i've been doin it n havin withdrawals n he knew i did some last nite n the nite i took the ghb but he doesnt knoe how long ive been doin it for
kronikz42013: well, you dont have 2 tell him...jus say your buggin out from doin it the last few days.
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: i guess but i kinda told him last nite that i really was gonna try not to do anymore after then n i hafta tell him i did it tonite
kronikz42013: yeahh, you prolyl should.
kronikz42013: even thought its gonna suck.
kronikz42013: he'll prolly find out sooner or later. so jus tell him.
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: i knoe i knoe
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: i wanna tell hi, now but he's at werk... but i dont want him to be alarmed if he comes home n im like dead or soemthing
kronikz42013: your not gonna die.
kronikz42013: i promise.
kronikz42013: theres nobody at all around?
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: uh-uh
kronikz42013: awww.
kronikz42013: brb babe.
kronikz42013: youll be okay i sweearrrr
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: okae im gonna go smokea cigarette
kronikz42013: okiee.
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: but come back cause i need to talk to someone ritem ow
so yeah im gonna go smoke a butt hopefully i'll make it back..
kronikz42013: hey im sorry bout utopia.
kronikz42013: :-(
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: aww me too
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: i sorrie i didnt get back to you but i didnt have the money n stuffs
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: n i had to werk til 5
kronikz42013: yeah...i figured as much...i dont have any money either.
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: are you goin to the muni fridae?
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: or when is the next partie your goin to?
kronikz42013: n we couldent find a car 2 take other than jons. and it has no raido n we had a good chance of breakin down on the way.
kronikz42013: umm
kronikz42013: im goin 2 RI tomorrow
kronikz42013: for plastic.
kronikz42013: n then im goin 2 Time machine
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: omg im tweakin so fukkin hard. this needs to stop i've been doin it since LAST fridae... not even the one that just past
kronikz42013: omg
kronikz42013: i been doin mad coke.
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: i knoe im like tingling allll over
kronikz42013: n im all like fuckin strung out
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: me too dood
kronikz42013: thats fuckin nuts
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: i have been for the past 13 days
kronikz42013: eep.
kronikz42013: past 3 here.
kronikz42013: n i can deal on coke.
kronikz42013: but glass i jus keep staying up.
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: yeah
kronikz42013: i ahvent done glass n a while.
kronikz42013: came close. lol
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: felix is tryina ween me offa it by givin me a bump a nite then a downer to make me sleep but its not really werkin i dont think
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: he gave me GHB a couple nites ago n i slept like a baby for the first time in like 4 days
kronikz42013: omg.
kronikz42013: damb baby.
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: but last nite he only gave me nyquil n i only started to fall asleep when my alram was goin off to get up
pLaStiCgLoBeeD:
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: u dont knoe what to do i need to stop
kronikz42013: just stop. and deal with it...it goes away after a few days....its reeeallly ruff tho, but takin drugs 2 get off drugs never werks.
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: n now im just tingling WIKKID bad n my eyes are twitching
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: i knoe
kronikz42013: damb.
kronikz42013: u smokin it or sniffin it?
kronikz42013: i wanna tweek really fucking hard.
kronikz42013: lol
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: n like i do manual labor opening n pricing shit for liek 8 hours a day and the withdrawals are horrible..n whenever i eat i just get sick
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: ive been doin both
kronikz42013: wow
kronikz42013: thats ruff.
kronikz42013: i've done that.
kronikz42013: aww...i wish i could save you.
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: yeah dood it sucks
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: its okie it'll stop.. it will
kronikz42013: i hope sooo
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: i just hate tingling cause its like my whole body has pins n needles specially my face and hands
kronikz42013: no one should have 2 deal with that. esp youuuu
kronikz42013: yeah.
kronikz42013: eww.
kronikz42013: my face use 2 tingle wikkid bad
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: n todae felix gave me a HUGE line... n he said he was only givin me a bump lol
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: bb
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: brb**
kronikz42013: kk
kronikz42013: me too.
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: omg i think im gonna die
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: no.. seriously
kronikz42013: aahhh
kronikz42013: dont tell me thaaaat
kronikz42013: dude. dont be serious?
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: i sorrie but it just keeps gettin more n more intense n i just went into the bathroom to look in the mirror and i can SEE my eyes twitchin liek crazy
kronikz42013: when did u do it?
kronikz42013: who are you with
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: at like 5:30
kronikz42013: dam
kronikz42013: it will go away.
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: n i started tinglin when i got to my house n it kept comin in waves but now its just constant
kronikz42013: are you alone?
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: brb
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: omg im gonna scream
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: yes i am n thats uber scary
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: i need someone to come home
kronikz42013: its okay.
kronikz42013: do they know u been doin it?
kronikz42013: its jus all catchin up 2 ya from doin it for so long. It will be alrite
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: this girl i knew died because she was goin out with a tweak dealer n she had a heart murmer n a fuct up heart but kept on doin it n one morning her dad found her in her bed in fetal position n thats all i can think about rite now
kronikz42013: OOMg
kronikz42013: dont think about that baby
kronikz42013: dud ei ahve been there. your gonna be ok
kronikz42013: thats not gonna happen to you.
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: i knoe im tryin not to n i need to call someone just to talk on the phone but my phone is dead n i dont have the charger
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: i cant do this shit anymore.. maybe this is just a wake up call
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: i hope so
kronikz42013: your gonan be alright.
kronikz42013: i wish i could coem steal you.
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: n dan is comin home in an hour n i dont want hom to see me like this but i also need someone here wikkid bad
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: me too1
kronikz42013: does he know?
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: he knoes kind of.. he knoes that i've been doin it n havin withdrawals n he knew i did some last nite n the nite i took the ghb but he doesnt knoe how long ive been doin it for
kronikz42013: well, you dont have 2 tell him...jus say your buggin out from doin it the last few days.
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: i guess but i kinda told him last nite that i really was gonna try not to do anymore after then n i hafta tell him i did it tonite
kronikz42013: yeahh, you prolyl should.
kronikz42013: even thought its gonna suck.
kronikz42013: he'll prolly find out sooner or later. so jus tell him.
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: i knoe i knoe
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: i wanna tell hi, now but he's at werk... but i dont want him to be alarmed if he comes home n im like dead or soemthing
kronikz42013: your not gonna die.
kronikz42013: i promise.
kronikz42013: theres nobody at all around?
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: uh-uh
kronikz42013: awww.
kronikz42013: brb babe.
kronikz42013: youll be okay i sweearrrr
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: okae im gonna go smokea cigarette
kronikz42013: okiee.
pLaStiCgLoBeeD: but come back cause i need to talk to someone ritem ow
so yeah im gonna go smoke a butt hopefully i'll make it back..