why?
my whole life has gone in a clomplete down spiral in the past few months. Yesterday morning i asked my mom if she was gonna be home after skool cause i needed a ride to work at 3:30 and she said she was. now my mom is one to forget everything so on the bus on the way home i figured she wasnt gonna be home and i would have to call her to tell her that i needed a ride. so of course when i got home she wasnt home and my sister was on the phone. So i was like to danelle, get off the phone i need to call mom for a ride to work and shes like you can ask me nicely. so in the sweetest sarcastic voice i could use i was like "okae danelle, can you please get off the phone so i can call mom to go to work" and shes like no your being sarcastic(well its pretty goddamn hard NOT to be fukkin sarcastic!!!) so i was like YOU never ask ME nicely! your always lie get off i need the phone and i always DO get off cause i don t want to start shit. and she was like you can wait 20 minutes. i was like i dont HAVE 20 minutes i have to go to work now. and shes liek you can wait. so i was just like "fine im gonna disconnect the phone line then" so i go into the house and she RUNS in the front door and attacks me. we got into this huge fight and i was tearing the shit out of her hair whike she had me on the ground punching me in the face (lovely huh?) she was like let go of my fuckin hair and i'll get off you. so i did cause i had to grab my shit and go to work. so when i let go she got up and picked up this huge metal thing that was holding a vase and hit me with it. so by then i was fukkin hysterical and i went up to my room to grba my shit. while i was upstairs i heard her on the phone with my father of all people saying she was gonna call the cops on me. while on the phone with my goddamn father she came upstairs and attacked me again so i threw something at her. when i did that she was liek im callin the cops to my dad and of course he okae'd that motion and she hung up and called the cops. by then i just ran out of the house and ran to jenny's. i explained what happened and she drove me to work after i got cleaned up. arounf 6:30 my mom caome into my work and was like "the cops came to the house and its a good thing you left cause if you didnt you would have gotten arrested." so i guess danelle filed a report against me and now i have to go to court for fukkin assault and battery. yeah two goddamn court dates and both from fukkin members of my family. and on both counts i didnt do anything...ANYTHING!!! why does all the shitty stuff have to happend to me!? SERIOUSLY! this was fukkin self defense but of course who is gonna believe that? no one. why? because i already have a goddamn "history" because of my father.my fukkin father. i hate him. i hatehim. i HATE him. there is nothing more in the world i hate more and im not just saying that either. if he died tomorroe i'ld just be glad that there'd one less asshole on the earth.my life sucks. the bell rang i gotta go.