... I smoke 2 joints in the mornin smoke 2 joints at nite...
Ok I just got home from Paula's I really dont like babysitting. Especially on a fucking Fridae nite. Whatever my computer is being a bastard. I just got off the phone with Anthony. I guess I am gonna get like 2 grams from him for only like $30 instead of calling Phil and getting half an 8th for $30. There goes my money either way. It kinda sux. I dont knoe why i do it, spend all my money on drugs. Jake invited me to the Pink Floyd laser show, which i would have been able to go if i didnt spend that money i made in school on pot but i did so i couldnt go. Whatever. I am gonna cut down on smoking as much cause im not really getting that high anymore. I am only gonna smoke on the weekends. Thats decided now. But since this week is vaca, I a gonna smoke this whole week prolly. Well tomorrow nite i am chillin over carol's and like my mom will prolly let me sleep over. It's gonna be like the first time since last year that i slept over and i was just u you know? its kinda fuct. like how it always used to be just us since like forever but last year we weren like really friens or something and now i am all of a sudden kinda good friendsith her... ya knoe? whatever i dont know why i am thinking this much of it. oke im gonna go before i start thinking about all of the meory shit of like last year and steve and katie and carol.. fuck im starting allready. well i will say soething really messed up though. on thursday (valentines day) me and Anthony were waling around near walgreens and i saw a pick up drive by. i looked at it and saw bleach blonde hair and an adidas visor. i just kinda got a glimpse and thot maybe it was steve. But a pickup? he doesnt have a pick up and why would he be driving in woburn near walgreens? so me and anthony started walking to Jake's house and it drove by again. this time i looked and it WAS steve. and just just seeing him is fuct. and last nite whenbobby picked me up, we were driving towards winn street and i saw a roller-blader with a bck pack on. and im pretty sure it was him again cause he was eaded towards his house. ok Now I'm going.
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