...and she's buying a stairway to heaven...
Ok so um I'm in school rite now, its 8:21. I talked to jake last nite and fuck all that shit i told cheese about not wanting a relationship and commitment or whatever cuz i really like jake. he's so sweet and stuff. I talked to him last nite about like everything. I dont knoe.. I just liked him so much more after i got off the phone with him. He invited me to smoke and trip and go to the pink floyd laser show at the museum of science with corey and matt but i have to fucking babysit. i could ask Danelle to babysit for me but i do really need the money cause i wouldnt have any money to go to the show and buy shroomz and shit too. so that relly sux. i fucking wish i didnt spend my money yesterday. You know whats really weird but like im glad its happening? me and carol are becoming good friends again. I miss it so much now that i think of it you knoe? we have like sooo many memories and shit. we always bring them up like yesterday we were talking about that time in ms. mclean's class when the wrote "Guhuck ???" on the board. LMAO. it was wikkid funny. we just looked over at each other and like pissed ourselves. The thing that sux though is that Derek like gets pissed or something that i "have a good time with carol and not him" whatever. its my life i feel bad but no why should i feel bad? im not doing anything wrong. whatever im going. PEACE