yeah... life..
so what has been goin on in the life of jenna? well in a 'nutshell'--- got an amazing house in brighton with jenny, rob, pia, scully, jester, charlie, and aj. sounds like a lot of people but we def. got the space. 3 floors, an attic, washer, dryer, dishwasher, disposal, fireplace.. we got the works. i love it.
kinda seeing a new boi. he's amazing. tho i think i mite be starting to like him a little more than i want to. Not that i dont WANT to like him... i just dont want to like anyone at the moment. I dont want to risk having something anything remotely close to how my previous situation went and ended and everything i felt, coming back happening again.. ever. Too me, the happiness that you do at one point feel, isnt worth the misery for a second. so i'm just approaching everything with new boi very very cautiously. i keep seeing all these random similarities between the two. and its not like they would even be cosidered significant similarites either. For instance, both left-handed, both like to bake (scary) neither of them do drugs.. see what i mean? but he's cool, he's really sweet and he cares. and thats important. so yeah..
but speaking of dan, i talked to him last nite at rave is dead and it went surprisingly pleasant. see, the other day i wrote him this letter.. kind of like a peace treaty offering. saying that i still cant have contact with him but i cant just go on hating him anymore either, and just see if we could put the shit behind us. this was on myspace. he didnt reply back.. but a couple days later i got a message from him ex natali about selling her sugar glider. I talked to her about it a while ago.. not selling it jusy buying one in general cause she had one. but im pretty sure she forgot about that. so i figures she must have talked to dan and dan mentioned that i wanted one. Now i'm still debating wether or not he would have dont that if i hadbt sent that letter and we were still stuck on hating each other. because he was doing something nice for her.. but at the same time he was doing something nice for me. anywae, i saw him last nite at the partie. i didnt say hie to him i just kinda avioded him cause i still wasnt really ready to talk to him. at one pouint i was chillin with this kid and dan was like 10 feet in front. the kid i was with pointed and was like 'do you knoe papasmurf?' i was just like 'uh............................yeah...' and just then i look and see that dan was tryina take a picture of us. so i just turned my head and then the kid was like 'he's gonna take a picture of us' so i just looked at the camera and awkwardly smiled. at another point in the nite, i was with some other random kid jus chillin in the DnB room. dan walks by and the kid was like i'm gonna get this kid to take our picture. before i could say anything, he tuggs on dan and was askin him to take a picture. Dan looks at me and holds up the camera. another awkward smile.. more real this time but still awkward. then the kid wants to see the picture. so i got dan kneeling down across from me which is the most interaction i've had with him in the past 4 months. it was kinda scary actaully. so anyway, he shows the kid the pic and then gets up. so i just got up and touched his arm and was like did you tell natali i wanted a sugar glier? he was like i just told her you mite be interested. so i told him i just wanted to say thanx. im bringing him home next weekend. so that turned into a like 5 minute conversation consisting on whats been going on lately in my life, how massage therapy was goin, you knoe, just polite conversation. didnt really talk to him again after that cept to ask him to take a picture of me inside this giant sphere thing. I'm glad we talked. i'm not all about to become best friends with the boi, but there's nothing wrong with being on a pleasant hey 'how's it goin?' relationship between us. so yeah.. that was kind of a lot to say on that subject... moving on.
So yeah, i'm getting a sugar-glider next subdae. I cant WAIT. he's the most adorable thing ever. his name is gizmo and he's 2. they are nocturnal marsupio's (<--may have spelled wrong). they are called 'pocket pets' you bond with them by keeping them in your shirt pocket while they sleep so they can get used to your scent and stuff. they are very loveable and socialable. if they dont get enuff love and attention they get depressed. i am so excited, everytime i look at his picture i feel like im gonna burst out happiness everywhere! look, isnt the the most adorbale creature you've EVER seen?? http://myspace-976.vo.llnwd.net/00075/67/95/75435976_l.jpg
I gotta werk a double tomorroe but im gonna dress up in costume, then im goin to a masquerade with leann and kerri. should be a good time.
and yeah that mite be about. i mean im sure im missin a LOT but hey, fukin deal with it.
peace n beatz,
*StarLettE
kinda seeing a new boi. he's amazing. tho i think i mite be starting to like him a little more than i want to. Not that i dont WANT to like him... i just dont want to like anyone at the moment. I dont want to risk having something anything remotely close to how my previous situation went and ended and everything i felt, coming back happening again.. ever. Too me, the happiness that you do at one point feel, isnt worth the misery for a second. so i'm just approaching everything with new boi very very cautiously. i keep seeing all these random similarities between the two. and its not like they would even be cosidered significant similarites either. For instance, both left-handed, both like to bake (scary) neither of them do drugs.. see what i mean? but he's cool, he's really sweet and he cares. and thats important. so yeah..
but speaking of dan, i talked to him last nite at rave is dead and it went surprisingly pleasant. see, the other day i wrote him this letter.. kind of like a peace treaty offering. saying that i still cant have contact with him but i cant just go on hating him anymore either, and just see if we could put the shit behind us. this was on myspace. he didnt reply back.. but a couple days later i got a message from him ex natali about selling her sugar glider. I talked to her about it a while ago.. not selling it jusy buying one in general cause she had one. but im pretty sure she forgot about that. so i figures she must have talked to dan and dan mentioned that i wanted one. Now i'm still debating wether or not he would have dont that if i hadbt sent that letter and we were still stuck on hating each other. because he was doing something nice for her.. but at the same time he was doing something nice for me. anywae, i saw him last nite at the partie. i didnt say hie to him i just kinda avioded him cause i still wasnt really ready to talk to him. at one pouint i was chillin with this kid and dan was like 10 feet in front. the kid i was with pointed and was like 'do you knoe papasmurf?' i was just like 'uh............................yeah...' and just then i look and see that dan was tryina take a picture of us. so i just turned my head and then the kid was like 'he's gonna take a picture of us' so i just looked at the camera and awkwardly smiled. at another point in the nite, i was with some other random kid jus chillin in the DnB room. dan walks by and the kid was like i'm gonna get this kid to take our picture. before i could say anything, he tuggs on dan and was askin him to take a picture. Dan looks at me and holds up the camera. another awkward smile.. more real this time but still awkward. then the kid wants to see the picture. so i got dan kneeling down across from me which is the most interaction i've had with him in the past 4 months. it was kinda scary actaully. so anyway, he shows the kid the pic and then gets up. so i just got up and touched his arm and was like did you tell natali i wanted a sugar glier? he was like i just told her you mite be interested. so i told him i just wanted to say thanx. im bringing him home next weekend. so that turned into a like 5 minute conversation consisting on whats been going on lately in my life, how massage therapy was goin, you knoe, just polite conversation. didnt really talk to him again after that cept to ask him to take a picture of me inside this giant sphere thing. I'm glad we talked. i'm not all about to become best friends with the boi, but there's nothing wrong with being on a pleasant hey 'how's it goin?' relationship between us. so yeah.. that was kind of a lot to say on that subject... moving on.
So yeah, i'm getting a sugar-glider next subdae. I cant WAIT. he's the most adorable thing ever. his name is gizmo and he's 2. they are nocturnal marsupio's (<--may have spelled wrong). they are called 'pocket pets' you bond with them by keeping them in your shirt pocket while they sleep so they can get used to your scent and stuff. they are very loveable and socialable. if they dont get enuff love and attention they get depressed. i am so excited, everytime i look at his picture i feel like im gonna burst out happiness everywhere! look, isnt the the most adorbale creature you've EVER seen?? http://myspace-976.vo.llnwd.net/00075/67/95/75435976_l.jpg
I gotta werk a double tomorroe but im gonna dress up in costume, then im goin to a masquerade with leann and kerri. should be a good time.
and yeah that mite be about. i mean im sure im missin a LOT but hey, fukin deal with it.
peace n beatz,
*StarLettE