Giraffemadness in the hizzouse
Hrmm Nothing really going on... Curtis quit his job 2 weeks ago cause some dude kept calling him a heroine addict.. Who knows and also he hated getting paid 10 an hr... But atleast he was getting money and once he got the job he would of been making 16 an hr... But hes trying to get a job he knows how to do very well....He wants me to move back with him to Alabama but in no hell im going...I know there is nothing here at all but all my fam is here and all my really good friends that ive known since i was 4....Im just not ready to leave yet im still young..And i care about my mom alot eventho she doesnt do anything for her life thats what worries me the most....Just i want to accomplish something here before i go somewhere else.....I still need a job but its kinda hard when im babysitting 24/7 cause my uncle works at nights and is a fat ass and the babies mother is a cocaine addict and a prostitue and is not all mentally there i feel bad for the child but i cant put up with him 24/7... Its nice to give them back when your done with them haha...Umm just alot going on but dont seem much... Also im going to try to make a comic but i need a storyline and what not to go with my demented comic...But Curtis is really pushing on the idea and making me not want to do it...Everthing has to be Amazing and do it the rightway before you do it... I was just gonna do it and see how it came out.. I know he wants to help me out on it but i want to do it my way.....Hrmm what else.......Ive been a really lazy bum tho....I think people pushing me into stuff that im not used to makes me not want to do it at all.. I KNOW I NEED A JOB but its not easy for me...I have NO job experience.. Only have a ged.......I have piercings.....And not a whole lot of people wants some snot nose punk so yeah......I just dont know what i want to do exactly yet...... I know He wants to get good jobs get a house and start everything but its not that easy... But he is looking at houses around here but wants to move back to AL so i not that sure what he wants to do.....But i seriously dont want to go to AL....Im to familiar with this place and still have to discover more of it... I lived here all my life and still dont know that much around this place so i just dont want to go in to a new surrounding where i dont know anything at all no one no where nothing at all ill just feel so uncomfortable the WHOLE TIME..... I know it was hard for him to adjust here but hes doing really well even tho he bitches whenever we go somewhere but ah well.....ON my grandma ma now i have no clue whats going on with her no one will call me or tell me whats going on with her.. She could be dead for all i know.. I gave my asshole my number like 80 times i even wrote it down in HUGE ass numbers cant miss it and he never calls.... Last i herd when my cousin visited her that she was doing alil better kinda talking but still skinny as fuck and my uncle thinks she has acouple months left in her.....well my grandma mas sister is the same way but shes been that way for a year now so either my grandma ma can die at any time or has a year left or something... I really love that woman shes always been there for me no matter what...She was like my mother....I use to call her mum.....She was my everything.....I should write a poem for her when she does pass.... well ill update soon
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