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Well, I havent sleept in 38 hours or something maybe longer.......Feeling moody......I miss my b/f even tho he droped me off Tuesday......In 9 days be our 6 months.....hah longest relationship ive had........But yeah i havent hung out with a friend in almost 7 months maybe longer.......I need to get a life........Well i was going to move to Pa but i decided not too.....I dont know why i wouldnt want to leave this damn place it sucks here......Same old shit goes down here and its patheic......Only if you had a reset button on life i think everything would probly be better....Not saying i never had great times.....But i lost all my good friends to: Relationships,Army,Being parents,Them growing up,Them being homeless,To busy to even chat,maybe dying who knows,or they just moved a million miles away........I miss hanging with all my friends all the time.....Its sad that i sit in the house all week till my b/f picks me up then go to his house and stay in his room the whole time.....Its pretty gay.....Im 18 and ive only gone to a club 2wice....which both times sucked........there are no jobs really around here that would hire me......So i dont know what to do........I guess this is what i get for being an asshole to my friends and not actually doing something with my life.....I dont know what im thinking to much on my mind i suppose......well ive been clean from ganja for almost 2 months......WOOOOO....also cut down on smoking cigs somewhat......i dont know who reads this anyways i know i wouldnt