Some things you just can't change
So, i've made a decision. One that i'm sad over, but happy at the same time. I'm letting something go, and wishing i didn't have to. But everyone says it's for the best. Maybe some time, some other day. But not today. You can't change a person, and you can't change their nature. So you have to learn to live with what you have. Unfortunately i've lacked the ability to even tell what this is all about, the the one most important. But the opportunity has yet to present itself. And i just can't agonize myself over this any longer. I'm one who needs things around, and available. Without that, it just feels empty.
And i do have something special. Something else. And i'm glad to have that, and i've decided to commit to that. It will make me happy, and it already has. And well, i think this can be a good thing, and i think i can work it into my lifestyle progressively, with some ease.
Many of you are probably completely confused, and well, i don't care. If you don't understand this, then you probably haven't been aware of the situation. That or you're the one this is about. And if so, i laugh at the horrible irony. So to this person, i just want to say, figure out what you want, what's important to you, and try not to make life so hectic. Don't let people pass you by, because they may be wishing you had learned this a long time ago.
And so ends the battle in my head, or at least, that's what i'm telling myself. The yearn will be there, but i know what's for the best. Peace of mind is a treasured state. Hold on to that as long as you can, because there's always something that will try to demolish it.
And i do have something special. Something else. And i'm glad to have that, and i've decided to commit to that. It will make me happy, and it already has. And well, i think this can be a good thing, and i think i can work it into my lifestyle progressively, with some ease.
Many of you are probably completely confused, and well, i don't care. If you don't understand this, then you probably haven't been aware of the situation. That or you're the one this is about. And if so, i laugh at the horrible irony. So to this person, i just want to say, figure out what you want, what's important to you, and try not to make life so hectic. Don't let people pass you by, because they may be wishing you had learned this a long time ago.
And so ends the battle in my head, or at least, that's what i'm telling myself. The yearn will be there, but i know what's for the best. Peace of mind is a treasured state. Hold on to that as long as you can, because there's always something that will try to demolish it.