mid mid life crisis
So tonight it seemed to me that I was having a mid mid life crisis. regarding my freedom. I cannot be in control of myself right now, it just isnt working. I can't waste my money right now, i still need to pay for my lap top and save for school next year seeing as i wont be working often at all during school... because, yea, I already learnt that the hard way last year. So my boss is going to think im a total and complete idiot, first i tell him i need to take a leave of absense for a month then two days later come back and tell him "sorry it just needs to be a week, my bad" O well, atleast he'll have me to work haha. Im addicted to working, its the only thing that keeps me sane and when im not working I go crazy. I'm deffinetly not stable at this moment. Im 20 now! ahhhhhh!