~walking on broken glass~

Feb 14, 2007 22:56

well,my friends seem more depressed then they are letting on,people have changed,my dad just makes me want to cry my mum doesnt know how much i apreciate her and thinks i do nothing and i dont think her boyfriend likes us kids my brothers are actually being nice to each other for once which is scary life=ups+downs everyone hates the way when you think youve hit bottom and life shows ya up by pushing ya further and kicking ya while ya down nobody likes that but then again without that we wouldnt apreciate the good things.say there are these twim girls one can see future good things and the other bad yet the one who only sees good is like a full on goth/emo ect and the one who sees bad is the hypie/happy as! why is this?
well the one who sees good things=all the good is taken out of life theres no nice surprises for shes seen them all the only thing unknown to her is the bad which is depressing as!and the happy chick who sees bad things still had nice surprises to look forward to and to top it off its v'day garr actualy this morning was awesome it was about when i got home things went downhill starting off with a stray mistreated puppy which my dad could say nothing but its not the right time for a dog yet!then my bro goes and names it which upsets me more and then just other crap [sigh]well its nearly midnight so nearly charmed time =] thats all ive wanted to do today just watch my charmed it calms me so much! i will be fine once i start watching it =] ahh just thinking bout it makes me happier lol o'o'o i had a nightmare last night i havnt had one in over 3 years! the bad part i cant remember what it was about...looks like my dreamcatchers dead lol well im off you guys dont have to comment i just needed to write some pointless crap that was going through my mind lol and now im sitting here wondering wheather i should post this...lol
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