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my birthday is way too soon and i really want to have a party but cant yeah i know its on the 24 but haveing everyday and probly that day too be shiitty boring aND UNEVENTFULL REALLY SUX ASS AND IM GETTING REALLY TIRED OF READING STORIES ON QUIZILLA EVEN THOUGH SOME ARE REALLY GOOD IM BORED AND CRAZY AT THIS POINT IN MY LIFE A STAIGHT JAKET AND PADDED ROOMS SEEM QUITE COMMFORTINHG AND THAT WAY I CANT HURT ANYONE ELSE LET ALONE MYSELF I HAVE TO THANK GOOD CHARLOTTE FOR ME STILL BEING HERE IF THEY HADENT COME OUT WITH HOLD ON WHEN THE DID I WOULDNT BE AS I AM NOW PLAYING THE SONG OVER END OVER IN MY HEAD ISNT AS GOOD AS HEARING IT AND ITS GETTING HARDDER TO FIGHT THE URGE TO DO IT AGAIN SO I HAVE TO RESIST MY INNER VOICE YALLING AT ME TO CUT AGAING NOT LIKE ANYONE CARES THO AND THE SHRINKS ARE JUST PAID TO PRETEND FUCK THEM AND FUCK THE RES OF THE WORLD TOO WITH THE EXCEPTION FOR MY FAVEORITE BANDS AND MY FEW SINCERE FRIENDS!!!!