Firefighter!!
I'm a firefighter!!!! I'm part of Westside fire dept. in Bivalve. I got gear and everything. It's pretty fucking cool.
Beans is an assholes. i thought he changed for the better. He's a fuckin alcoholic now. The other night we were on the phone til' 4:30 in the morning. And at the end of the conversation he said i love you. That made me sooo fucking happy. And of course i said i love you too and we both agreed it won't get any farther than that. And he's talkin about the sex we had, he missed it. That kind of confused me. But a couples days later I text him seeing how he was doing. And he said he didn't want to talk to me and that he was sorry for what he said the other night b/c he didn't mean it. He was just saying it b/c he was drunk. Fuck him. I'm done with him. I'm finally over him. That opened my eyes up finally. Now i really want to move on and start a new relationship. BUt i'm not having any luck with it. And it's really pissing me off. I know i'll find somebody eventually but I want it to happen now. ugh..
oh well. i'm used to it by now.
Hopefully things will look up for me soon.
Goodnight
Beans is an assholes. i thought he changed for the better. He's a fuckin alcoholic now. The other night we were on the phone til' 4:30 in the morning. And at the end of the conversation he said i love you. That made me sooo fucking happy. And of course i said i love you too and we both agreed it won't get any farther than that. And he's talkin about the sex we had, he missed it. That kind of confused me. But a couples days later I text him seeing how he was doing. And he said he didn't want to talk to me and that he was sorry for what he said the other night b/c he didn't mean it. He was just saying it b/c he was drunk. Fuck him. I'm done with him. I'm finally over him. That opened my eyes up finally. Now i really want to move on and start a new relationship. BUt i'm not having any luck with it. And it's really pissing me off. I know i'll find somebody eventually but I want it to happen now. ugh..
oh well. i'm used to it by now.
Hopefully things will look up for me soon.
Goodnight