Apr 25, 2007 23:58
ugh...life sucks so fucking bad. Nothing is letting up at all. I almost hooked up with the drummer of goatbag. but nikki ended up fucking him behind my back. And then some shit went down between me and her. I ended up beating the shit out of her. And i shattered her finger. So she went to go get an x-ray and then totalled my moms car.
And now my mom is too fucking lazy to get her own car so they took my car. We have to move soon b/c we can't afford to live in these apartments. My cell phone got shut off. So I don't have anything anymore. They've fucking ruined my car. And my family doesn't give a shit.
Bennett's trying to fucking expell me because i missed so much school.
And still i haven't found anybody to even remotely like me. It's getting fucking old. I'm tired of not having a guy there helping me out. Letting me know that i'll have him no matter what. i'm getting fucking sick of this shit. It's gettin old.
This all seems like a bad dream. i'm ready to wake up now.......