Grounded
It really sucks... greatly.
In fact this whole week has sucked. Everyone keeps asking how I am and I tell them "fine" or "ok" when in reality... I've never felt worse.
And I'm loosing wieght again, a HUGE no-no. In the last two days I've lost 3 pounds....It's not that I'm not hungry, I'm starving, I just have NO appetite what-so-ever. And everytime I make myself eat it's like...three bites of something and I can;t eat anymore. AH! I DO NOT want to go through this all over again.
Got my classes changed today. Only 1st and 6th hour changed...NO MORE DRAWING! Yay!
And I got my first journalism assignment .... interview two of the five foreign exchange students... I'm excited.
I also got 'complimented" today during 4th hour.
4th hour I'm an aid in the M.S. and I went down and *I can;t remember her name for the life of me* a secretary in the office asked if I was Cassie and if I was Mrs.Ray's aid... Yes and yes...she said that she told her that she's excited to have me and that she knows I'll be good... YAY! I've already made so many copies I could run the copy machine in my sleep and written so many card thingies if I never write again I'd.... well okay that doesnt work... I love to write. But you get the picture. So every day 11:00-11:55 I get an hour all to myself.. well not techanically... but it IS peace and quiet considering she doesnt have any students that hour!
But...a four day weekend is in store and I'm happy about that. Execpt the ONLY thing I had to look forward to anymore has been ripped right out from under me AGAIN. I can't dye my hair this weekend either! My grandma "totally forgot about it" and made other plans. O was I pissed. But... I'll get over it. Eventually.
I'm grounded til saturday and then sunday I'm doing nothing, and monday I'm supposed to be going rollerblading with Dakota... god I hope that works out. I really do. :(
Uhm.... I think that's it.
So don't call me unless it's after nine (or a weekend) and I can return the call as soon as I can get away from my parents... JUST CALL THE CELL! And I won't be on here unless they're all in bed and i'm in the mood to get on.
But... the only things I have left to say are all mushy, gushy, Why me?, I wish it were different things that I really don't want to talk let alone think about right now... so I shall go.
'night!