Damn

Oct 22, 2009 11:42

I hate it when those cliche sayings are true- because of course with time, I have healed. Guess the cliche's gotta start somewhere.

It's taken some time, but I'm getting better. Again, a stumble to start off the year but I've regained my balance and ready to keep on truckin'
It just takes me some time to get there, I take a different road and it takes me a little longer than most to find what I'm looking for and where I'm going. But I found a strength there- maybe we don't always have to know where we are going beforehand. Maybe it's ok to wander through this unfamiliar territory without a damn clue of where I might end up...once you start to let go of the 'destiny mentality,' being lost becomes a lot less scary, even fun.

And of course, my friends. It's been a rough few weeks, and without them I would not be walking around campus with my head held high even though sometimes I really just want to hide from the world. Without them, I would not be able to look anyone in the eye with the self confidence I so pride myself on. Once again, I love you all- you're all the best people I know and hell, we're gonna go out and change the world!!

Yeah, a bump to the head made me a little crazier. I'm the good kinda crazy though.
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