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[freaknhottie]

well. my life really sucks but im trying to hold my head high. i hate to cry. it gives me a headache everytime!!! it sucks bcuz i have had a headache everyday this week. not always from crying but i have still had one everyday. so i just got back from being a counselor. 52 hours of community service which is really nice so now i have like 160 something. my birthday party was cancelled but now im pretty sure it might be back on. thats good bcuz im dying to see everyone once again. i kind of wish i would have signed up for summer school. im so lonely!!!!!!!lol. u know how i feel. right???

katrina..did u get your haircut yet??

lonely so lonely
i have nobody to call my own.

i have now reached the point where i feel like this.....
i am the only one that i can depend on. no on else can do for me what i need done.
i have to take charge of my own life. not anyone else
i am the adult in this situation, in all of the situations that i will come across, i am the adult

not my mom, not my sisters, not the police, not my aunts and uncles

i am in charge

i will fight my own fight and i wont give up!!!!!!!

so thats how it will be

does anyone know how i feel??? i hope so.

life will be hard but the i will prevail

ok ttyl....
love always

ashley s.....