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I just have to say, without sounding like I’m bragging, how happy I am here.
So many aspects of my life that were dragging me down have changed.
The weather is a huge one. I dont feel like I’m “wasting” a day when I stay inside on a cloudless day because it’s almost always sunny and warm here.
I don’t feel micromanaged by joshs family anymore. I don’t have to listen to constant negativity and complaints from them either.
I have no triggers here that make me consider drinking. No stores I use to buy from or locations I use to drink at.
Our home is big enough to feel like we all have the space we need. I have a room in the back of the house to hide away in if I need to be alone, everything else is open and calming. I enjoy living in an apartment complex to my surprise too since I’ve been meeting people and making connections. It’s nice having a pool real close and lot of kids around.
It’s nice feeling peaceful for once and in control of my life.