Not that good a day today
Greatly disappointed. Didn't expect it at all, considering the grades that I have been getting which averages at B.
Didn't even get a 3rd class honours. Got only a Pass with Merit.
At the back of my mind, I am asking...God, why? How come?
I feel so let down and discouraged. 4 years of hard work and slogging thru the days and nites...what did it all amount to?
I know I should be thankful that God had given me the opportunity to come this far considering that I have never been one to be inclined academically.
But you know...it's just so disappointing and it seems like my world has fallen.
I really don't know why. There could be reasons that I know not of but I do know that in these 4 years, I have given my all and my best. I guess that's what really matters bah?
I remember this song Pst Zhuang taught me when I failed my exams in poly back then...
"God is too wise to be mistaken,
God is too good to be unkind.
So, when you don't understand,
when you don't see His plan,
when you can't trace His hand
Trust His Heart."
But no matter what, my God is always amazing and for that alone, I will still praise Him.