Dear Die-ary..
Well, let's update on what's happened lately, then what happened today.
Well let's see. Tuesday was boring but whatever. Wednesday, boring whateeeever. Thursday. Umm got all of my flyers to promote The Used, My Chemical Romance, and the Taste Of Chaos Tour. I had a whole lot so I asked my mother to bring me to the mall where I could pass flyers out. BUT since my mother is a dumb bitch, we fought. She ended up bringing me anyways and I told her to leave me the fuck alone and that I'd walk home whenever I decided I was done at the mall...Umm I went to a few places to pass flyers out and leave flyers. Then, I went into Waldenbooks and saw Model, Volume 5 and so I had to sit down and read it. Once I was done I walked into Spencer's and kind of hung out around there with Gary and Ryan(the two kick ass guys who work there). Then I let them do their jobs and these guys kept like...following me around the store and asking me questions and for my phone number and shit...So I just yeah whatever. Told them I have no phone for a while. LMFAO. Umm then they left and I hung out with Gary and Ryan a bit more. So these girls walk in and Ryan's like, "Good evening ladies." So I turned to him and said, "Why don't you ever greet ME like that!?" To which he replied, "You're our friend. We're allowed to be mean to you." Haha, I felt loved. Oh yeah, I must quote him. As we were talking he said something like,
"You're like a mall rat. Actually, you're not a mall rat. You're a mall mouse."
Haha greeeeeat. Anyways, I left at around 720 to go home and as I was leaving I called Brogan but no one answered...So Brogan's Mommy called me back and I told her I was about to walk home. And she said "No, I'll come get you." Because she didn't want me to walk home alone from the mall, even though I had no problem walking anyways. Although, I'm grateful that I have a nice..motherly figure...mom who cares for me like a normal mother SHOULD. Anyways, I went over there and Brogan wasn't home, so I ate dinner over there and Brogan came home shorty after. Then Brogan's mommy brought me home at 930...My mother came home later and the power kept going out so I had to keep turning it back on over at the breaker in the garage...And I was on the phone with James at the time. My mom and I argued and I decided to hold back as much anger as possible. I almost slapped that fucker, but decided not to. Instead I called her stupid to not get kicked out...Even thugh that pissed her off enough. So I talked to James on the phone for the remainder of the night. I wasn't in the greatest mood, but he made me happy. So yeah.
Friday was shit, I stayed home looking at/watching porn and hentai. Yeah, but it was best for me to stay home. I wasn't in a good mood again.
I've been feeling really sick lately and tired and weak and like fucking shit. Ahh this is bullshit. I hate this feeling. Anyways, I miss James terribly. I just need to see him desperately. I love him so much...Damned
Saturday was nothing that was too exciting. I stayed home babysitting while my family went out to celebrate my little sister's birthday...Yeah I prefferred staying home..I don't like spending time with my family. Apparently my little sister saw the fatass bacon monster from hell at Cafe Kiln. My poor sister, having to deal with such horrible things on her birthday. Oh well. So yeah, I got cake at least. That was my only meal all day so I didn't care. Hell, cake is good!
CAKE BREAK AND SMOKE BREAK
Today...I woke up in a bad and tired mood. Umm I went to the mall, didn't enjoy it much until I saw Byron mwaha. Haven't seen him in a LONG time. Anyways, it was nice seeing him. I got to tell him about the dream I had that he was in...Weird dream, no significance whatsoever haha... Anyways, umm I left at like 3, and I saw Gary and Ryan before I left. Yeaah. Got in a slight fight with my family in the car. GAH I HATE IT. Anyways, Umm so basically totally boring day.
Today, is Kurt Cobain's birthday.
Today is a day that brought all good upon us in the year 1967. The greatest man to ever live was born. His name was Kurt Cobain as you all may know. He started a new type of music, and brought something new and exciting into our hearts and lives. I thank Kurt Cobain for making life worth while and for giving me something to hang on to.
Kurt Cobain
February 20, 1967-April 5, 1994
Light a candle and play some Nirvana for the rest of the day...
I love the man, And he needs to be remembered. Today Kurt cobain would have been 38 years old, had he not been murdered. I'd like everyone to take a moment to think about him. He's the man I think about when I need to choose a religion. When I choose music, I choose a man who may not have made the greatest difference, or started music, but he made a hell of a difference and everyone knows it. If you're going to comment here now, Please have respect and don't say anything rude about Kurt Cobain. I welcome any comments otherwise. I will personally strangle you if you decide to go out of your way to bother me.
www.JusticeForKurt.com
It's better for people to hate you for who you are than to love you for who you are not.
-Kurt Cobain (Re-fucking-stated by)
It's better to burn out than to fade away. Peace, Love, Empathy.
-Kurt Cobain
Mila
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Lithium
I'm so happy 'cause today
I've found my friends ...
They're in my head
I'm so ugly, but that's okay, 'cause so are you ...
We've broken our mirrors (Alt: We broke our mirrors)
Sunday morning is everyday for all I care ...
And I'm not scared
Light my candles, in a daze
'Cause I've found god
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah (x6)
I'm so lonely, but that's okay, I shaved my head ...
And I'm not sad
And just maybe I'm to blame for all I've heard ...
But I'm not sure
I'm so excited, I can't wait to meet you there ...
But I don't care
I'm so horny, but that's okay ...
My will is good
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah (x6)
(x2)
I like it - I'm not gonna crack
I miss you - I'm not gonna crack
I love you - I'm not gonna crack
I killed you - I'm not gonna crack
I'm so happy 'cause today
I've found my friends ...
They're in my head
I'm so ugly, but that's okay, 'cause so are you ...
We've broken our mirrors (Alt: We broke our mirrors)
Sunday morning is everyday for all I care ...
And I'm not scared
Light my candles in a daze ...
'Cause I've found god
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah (x6)
(x2)
I like it - I'm not gonna crack
I miss you - I'm not gonna crack
I love you - I'm not gonna crack
I killed you - I'm not gonna crack